What Will Be (Chibs and Juice)

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Juice felt lighter when they got back to Tigs house. He was happy and everything felt... right. Even with the sinking feeling in his gut he felt fine. He knew he had to call Tara to check on him. Last time he'd fainted Daddy had gotten so upset with worry and called her. Juan had only just barely convinced him not too, but had promised he would if it happened again. Daddy hadn't mentioned it this time, but he knew him well enough to know the worried eyes he'd  woken back up too were an unspoken request.

It was late in the day, Tara would finish her shift soon. Juice decided he would call her after dinner. He would have to talk to Venus first, get his thoughts together with her.

"Auntie Venus!" He sang happily as he walked in the door.

"In here darlin." She called back as gracefully as ever.

Tig and Juice walked into the den where Venus was curled up on the couch with a book. Tig walked over greeting her with a kiss, Juice waited patiently for his turn to hug her.

She folded her book closed delicately and laid it in her lap, slipping her reading glasses off.

"Well how did it go? You seem rather chipper." She motioned for Juice to come to her and sit. He curled up next to her on the couch, resting his head on her shoulder. His smile was brighter than she'd seen in a while.

"It turned out good. Apparently Jax thought it would be a good idea to pay off a guard so we could use the conjugal room."  He spoke casually as he rested against her.

Venus shot her eyes up at Tig in surprise. From everything she had gathered in their conversations the two of them hadn't been intimate in that way yet.

Tig put his hands up in surrender, smiling like a crazy person.

"Surely you didn't put use of it? You're too sweet a boy for your first time to be prison..." she stalled before whispering the rest of her thought. "sex."

Juan giggled softly at her, and shook his head. "It wouldn't be my first first time." His voice was playful  and teasing. Venus arched a brow at him. "Juan Carlos Ortiz" Juan shuttered from the use of his full name, goosebumps breaking over his flesh.  "You'd better be joking. You might not be a virgin but your first time with Fillip needs to be more than a throw down in decorated cell. I'll not have it. I will march down there and give Fillip a piece of my mind."

Tig looked astonished, he wasn't sure what had gone on back there. The entire time he was worried about the gross guard, him fucking Fillip hadn't crossed his mind, and if he did why would it matter. It wasn't their business, Juice was a grown man, he could make that choice.

"Venus baby, IF that's what happened. Don't you think it's his right to decide that? He's a grown man." Tig reasoned.

Juan was blushing, hiding his face in the crook of Venus arm. He groaned out with embarrassment, trying to not be a part of the conversation about his virginity and sex with Fillip. Venus using an almost commanding voice that was so unlike her usual lilt and using his full name seemed to trigger a drastic drop inside of him. He wasn't sure what to call it. He didn't feel completely small, or adult. He just felt this burning inside of him. He wanted to hear Fillip say his name like that. He wanted a lot of things, some of which he hadn't thought about in a while.

"We are in charge of taking care of him in Fillips absence Alexander. Now Juice might be a gangster thug or whatever you call yourselves..." she swallowed, looking at him pointedly. "Our dear Juan Carlos on the other hand, is not fully capable of making said decisions."