SECOND CHANCE

Chapter 26: I don't need him

SECOND CHANCE
CHAPTER 26

For Angela everything is a nightmare. Her career is on the edge of the cliff, waiting for a wind blowing it to fall on the abyss.

For Jillian.. Walaupun dia gembira company dia berjaya naik di posisi teratas dan brand dia setanding dengan brand yang ada berpuluh tahun reputasi, dia rasa semua ni hari2 biasa saja untuk dia. Maybe kalau Grandpa masih ada semua ni ada makna juga untuk dia but now that she doesn't have family, it didn't have any meaning to her. Family... Terfikir pasal family Jillian berenti dari training dia. She still have a living family member, her father. Jillian eyes flash with unknown light, she lowered her head slightly panting from the fatigue. Jillian tumbuk kuat tu punching bag, dia tumbuk berkali2 untuk cuba kasih hilang tu perasaan dia.

So what if he's alive? So what Jillian? All these years, i only have my grandpa in my life. The parents word is so foreign to me. Jillian teringat masa dia masih sekolah everytime ada borang mau isi dan sampai di ruang pasal ibu bapa, dia punya borang selalu kosong area situ. Untuk orang lain borang dorang selalu lengkap tapi giliran dia area situ selalu kosong, even the teachers is no longer lifting their head to look at her everytime they skimming hers.

I'm fine without him! I don't need a father. I! Don't! Need! Him!
Jillian punch the bag over and over again, by the time she reach her limit she collapsed on the ground panting hard. Tu maid menunggu di siring tida berani nafas kuat, dorang terkejut dengan valiant side si Jillian. Dia selalu diam saja, tida banyak cakap. Buat orang terfikir dia jenis yang lemah walaupun cara dia tengok orang tiada perasaan langsung. Now seeing this side of her, the maids on the side trembling from fear. Looking at the broken punching bag they gulp so hard.

Jillian berdiri reach tu towel di sofa. "y-young madam." The maid held a glass of water, berkerut dahi si Jillian dengar panggilan dorang. Walaupun banyak kali sudah dia kasih betul cara dorang panggil masih juga dorang panggil begitu. Tu maid terkejut nampak muka si Jillian yang macam marah. Bergegar tangan dia pegang tu gelas. 'Mommy.... Young madam is scarier than young master.'

Jillian hembus nafas tengok dorang takut dengan dia. Walaupun masa dia terkejar2 si mason dulu perangai dia tetap sama dengan yang sekarang,kalau orang nampak dorang fikir si Jillian sentiasa marah dengan muka dia yang serius dan tiada perasaan. Masa dengan Grandpa, grandpa leo, mark dan zoe saja Jillian dapat kasih kurang sikit muka serius dia.

"Prepare the bath." Jillian cakap. Tu maid dorang orang laju saja langkah dorang berjalan. Jillian berdiri dekat jendela sambil kasih kering tu peluh dia.For the past few days, Mason tidur satu katil dengan dia. Walaupun si Jillian tida selesa tapi sebab dia malas bercakap dia kasih biar saja si mason baring sebelah dia. Fortunately both of them didn't have a sleeping habit. Cara dorang tidur sama saja. Macam robot yang habis bateri, langsung tida bergerak kalau tertidur sudah. For Jillian right now, no matter what he do there's no anticipation in her heart anymore.

Time si Jillian bangun tadi masih gelap di luar, si mason pun belum lagi bangun. Dia sengaja lama2 training supaya tida nampak muka si mason. It's 9am now, he should be gone by now. Jillian suruh tu maid prepare bubble bath di bilik gym saja. Even though they are husband and wife, but since Jillian decided to separate from him she start to take notice every details to take care of her chastity. Now in this life she's still a virgin, she decided to keep it until she died. Yes, si Jillian tida terfikir sudah mau kahwin lepas cerai dengan si mason. But..... Who know? *wink*