If only (trans reader x Peter parker)

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A/N: HI EVERYONE FUTURE WRITER HERE, PLEASE DO NOT BUY CLIPPED BINDERS! I WROTE THIS AS AN UNINFORMED CLOSET CASE OF A 12 YEAR OLD

I unpacked my hoodies, jeans, shorts, all that stuff. I let my hair down out of my beanie and flicked it around, running my fingers through it. I tied it up into a messy bun and threw my hoodie off, I unclipped my binder and changed into a sports bra. I threw on my Spiderman t-shirt and walked into my bedroom. I grabbed my shield and it's case and rested it on the foot of my bed. I unpacked the rest of my stuff and put my cushion on my new bed. I plugged in my charger and set my phone to charge. Everything was fine. Except, someone was standing in my doorway. I looked over and smiled. "Hi, who are you?" I asked. "Natasha rumanoff. You?" She asked. "Y/n, y/n Lovegood." I smiled. She raised an eyebrow suspiciously. "Y/n is a boys name?" She said. "I am a boy." I Said. She looked me up and down and shook her head. "You're a Girl." She corrected. "I'm a boy thank you. I'm transgender ok?" I Said angrily. Her face brightened and she nodded in realisation. "That's why you got kicked out of home?" She asked. I nodded, tears filling my eyes. She walked up to me and embraced me in a hug. "I'm sorry kid. I'll keep your secret." She whispered, pulling away. "Thanks." I smiled and wiped away the tears.

I sat on the edge of my bed and started talking to natasha. "So what's it like? Being known as something when you're something else?" She asked. "It's hard, you know? It's like, I finally tell people what my name is after not correcting them for years and they don't believe me. That's the easiest way to describe coming out." I said. She nodded and sat down beside me. "Why don't I help you cut that hair of yours?" She asked. "You'd do that for me?" I asked. "I may have just met you, but you're living here now, and we're all one big family. Anything for my family." She smiled. I nodded and smiled, walking over to my bathroom and grabbing out my electric razor and some of the size heads. "What are you thinking?" She asked. "I don't really know. Give me a minute." I Said, grabbing my phone off charge. I looked up some make hairstyles and found one I quite liked. (Chris oflyng 2016 in the girl products video, change it if you'd like.)

I showed natasha the photo and she nodded. she started at the back, it felt weird on my neck, but I got used to it quickly. i closed my eyes for the rest of it, to leave it as a surprise. "And, done." Natasha said. I opened my eyes and was surprised to see all of my hair gone onto the floor. It looked almost the same as the picture. "Wow." I Said. She handed me a vacuum that was hanging on the wall. "Clean up and come out to the lounge room. We're gonna do brunch soon." She smiled, and walked out. I cleaned up the hair on the floor and the loose bits on my neck and shoulders. I hung the vacuum back on the wall and walked into the lounge room. "Come sit." Natasha smiled, patting the couch beside her. I walked over and sat down. "That looks fresh." Said a shorter black haired man, pointing at my hair. "Dr.Banner, it's an honour meeting you. Yeah, I actually just cleaned it up then." I smiled.

We sat there, watching border patrol, having fun, when tony started talking. "So why did you get thrown out?" He asked me. My face dropped from a smile to a neutral frown and my world went dark. I tried to speak but the memory of auntie andie disowning me flooded my brain and I couldn't think of anything else. I started crying, I pulled my knees to my chest and dropped my head down into them. I felt a hand on my back and I looked up. "It's ok. We all share what haunts us when we're ready." Natasha Said. I smiled, sniffled, and nodded. I wiped my face dry and pulled my knees back down. "I'm not ready to talk about it yet." I Said, forcing a smile. He nodded. "So, you must be pretty strong." He Said. I raised an eyebrow. "How?" I asked. "Your muscles are showing with your shirt." He smiled, pointing at my chest. I laughed nervously. "Yeah, haha." I replied. "So, who did you live with before you were kicked out?" Steve asked. "I'd rather not." I Said. "That Woman brought me so much misery, she doesn't deserve to be named." I Said, cracking my knuckles, one by one. "You'll get arthritis." Bruce added. "Goodnight." I Said, getting up from my seat. "It's 1:30 pm?" Tony said. I walked to my room without another word. I locked my door behind me and pulled one of my desk drawers open.

I searched through and pulled out one of my works in progress, it was a filing system for all of my superhero notes. I grabbed my shield, and my suit and got dressed. I slipped my shield out of its case and clipped it to my right forearm. "J.A.R.V.I.S, I need you to lock my door, tell everyone I'm asleep." I Said. "Of course." He replied. I walked over to my window, slid it open, and crawled out. holding onto the edge for dear life, I jumped to the next rooftop over. I jumped from rooftop to rooftop, checking each alley for any crimes, when I came across a tall woman in a long Trenchcoat, pulling at her bag and yelling for help. On the other end of the bag, was a shaggy, homeless man wearing some dirty, ripped jeans and a brown sweatshirt. I jumped to the floor and landed in the superhero stance.