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twenty four
that one frank ocean song

yes i'm aware that i'm pushing it

sometimes twenty four hours feels short
there aren't enough numbers that exist
to make me feel like i can seize them
i'm trying my best
and trust me
i don't mind
all of this
accompanied by the sunset

i'm trying
but i hope that my hope isn't dying
this time it feels different
this time it feels real
and it makes sense

i literally saw it
right in front of me
but i kept going
unable to disrupt the peace
that's all i ever wanted to see
and there it was
right in front me

i guess i laughed
but no matter how hard i tried
i couldn't bring myself to cry
i was happy
even though i wasn't there
because i was
you just didn't see

now my stereo is getting tired
and so am i
but i know ill stay
till sunset time

even though it's a construct and nobody tends to believe
but i get lost in it alone
but when im here
i see no time at all
Im just here

i wish i could explain that
in some strange way a piece of me will always be here
even if im not

it's so beautiful
so i compared this spot
to a goddess
and called her she
she is
everything
the sky
the moon
the stars
this song

she
no wonder mother nature
is a she
because how beautiful
how precious
how
just how
now my heart bleeds
and bleeds

i'm encased in her beauty
she speaks with the wind
and the smiles with the sun
she is beautiful not only to me
but to everyone

she
is
simply breathtaking

i've been told i have a way with words
but it's only because she's the first one to see what i see
that heard what i felt
she surrounds me constantly
oh how beautiful
she is
and always will be

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