i'm tired of this world, but what do i know?

f e b u a r y 2 6 2 0 1 8 6 : 1 9 p m

february 26th 2018 6:19 pm
moon river -frank ocean

if i die by the sunset
on a summers eve
i am not foolish
nor suffering
some rules
just have to be broken
you see

i say hello
to the girl
i once killed
inside of me

its like i can hear
the radio sing

a sweet tune
my endless melody

i welcome
her gladly
back into me

what's the shame in failing?
when failure
is to breathe
how i wish i had the antidote
for such a feeling
if i somehow weren't me
i would do it all over again
just for the same thing
pain hurts all the same
it was just february
now august in a blink
im still frozen in time
so don't bother me
don't ask me why
i just cannot breathe
i can't stand to live a life
of endless suffering

"but you can take the pain away
with just one thing!"

but i will never open my mouth
because sadness
is all that i bring
it feels like august
now february
in a blink

rest in peace
i died
6:19