perfectly wrong

eleven

Dear Thomas,

I know that we haven't done this in a long time but I just... seeing you makes me angry and happy at the same time. I can't control myself around you. It's like when I'm ever around you, you put me in some trance that I can't get out. Don't get me wrong, the trance is beautiful because all I can think and see is you, which is pretty great if you ask me.

But... then I remember what happened. I know that it all kind of happened at once and seemed like a blur but I got really hurt, Tommy. The things that you said... I can't forget them. How you talked about me and my family, about how I would go about things; you told me you loved every part of me, even the parts that I hated.

So yes, I kicked you out. To be honest, you knew it was going to happen. I took you into my home and you pulling a stunt like that? But I know that we hurt each other so I want to fix this. But we need to talk about this civilly if we want to mend our friendship.

If you want to do this, come to my apartment tomorrow at 1. If not, I will know where we stand.

After reading this, Thomas turned to face the clock above the kitchen counter. Quarter to 1. Thomas had fifteen minutes to rush himself to Newt's place but he was torn. Newt had blatantly yelled at him in letter form but the fact that the blonde was willing to mend this; it made Thomas determined. He still loved him deeply and he was fixed to making this work.

"You're gonna go, aren't you?" his sister asks, making the boy nod.

Thomas was going to fix this, but he needed to hurry because the chance to do that was slipping away. Grabbing his phone, he practically ran out of the flat, one of his shoes untied. He didn't care if he looked like a mess or whatever. He just wanted Newt, and he was going to get him no matter what it costs him.

Teresa, on the other hand, was wary about this. She felt that the brunette was rushing into the wrong idea. He really loved Newt and when he threw the breakup in Thomas' face, it looked like the brunette lost everything. She just didn't want them to face this situation again. So, as reassurance, she texted Minho that Thomas was coming over, asking him to watch over them.

She thought that they were good as gone but maybe, they could mend this.

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so there's some more stuff about how they broke up. hopefully, it made sense but more of it will be explained in the next chapter.

i feel like this is getting a little boring but i'll try to get into the good stuff later on! but i really appreciate you guys' support and love for this. i was a bit reluctant to release this but the response has been amazing so thank you thank you thank you!! <33

Faiza :)