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I was lying alone on a pure white bed with a soft cotton-blend blanket covering the half of my body when I started to unfold my weeping eyes. From that moment, I could hardly feel the irrational beating of this stupid shattered heart. Well, isn't it ridiculous to imagine how its broken pieces keep on working?! (0.o")
Still a whole kind of fool to think that it was the end of everything, that I could finally escape from this effin reality. Life's full of annoyance. I was bullied, thinking that it was my last breath but no, it wasn't. I'm still here, breathing soundly and yet damn alive! But this is not what I really wanted... I never dreamed of having this kind of nightmare. Yeah, I called it a nightmare. My life is such a nightmare...
I was crying unconsciously when somebody opened the door. I bet it's Mom. See, it's her. I was right, knowing that nobody cares to visit me except my mom. She's the only one that I have right now. She was wearing a serious mad face. She sat at the right edge of my bed and calmly speak as if she was tired of something. "Do you really want me to die? You always make me feel worried about you... Remember the first time I brought you here? 'twas because of your bladed wrist... and now... what!? Taking tons of suicide pills! My God! Reid Williams, why do you want to suffer like this!? You ruin your own life!" I've never seen Mom acted like this before. She was really mad at me. Tears began to fall from her eyes.
"No. You're wrong. I didn't ruin my life, it is my life that ruins me. I don't belong here. So please... Mom, let me go now. I swear, I wanna end this life. am sick of everything and I can't take this much longer. I quit."
---Reid couldn't handle the pain. She knows nothing but just giving up.
Guys, the next page will reveal the story behind Reid's tears.
Stay safe and sound.
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Diary of a Missing Piece
RomanceYow! This is Sarra and let me dedicate this one for those gals out there having doubts about their sexual preferences. Aw! You're not alone, together we stand putting our paws up 'cause we don't give a f*ck.
