Y/n
Do it, my brain whispered. I bit my lip. The knife in my hand shook.
Avian was at work, Justin, Derek, Andrew, and Tevin were doing who knows what. Ella... Ella didn't acknowledge us anymore.
I knew I shouldn't. Avian would be disappointed. But everyone was already disappointed and disgusted by me, right?
I suppressed a squeak as the blade sliced into my soft flesh. Soon, my arms were marred by the many cuts. Blood poured from my wounds. I was drowning. Drowning in blood, sadness, betrayal, uselessness (damn my poetic ass). Then I hit a vein.
A scream was ripped from my mouth. Blood flooded from the opening. Pain shot through my arm, causing it to feel like it was on fire. Then everything turned black.
Justin
"We should invite Y/n," Derek suggested. We were driving to the bowling alley, which wasn't far from her house.
"Why not? Justin, can you text her," Andrew requested, eyes focusing on the road. He pulled the car into a parking lot, so I wouldn't get car sick.
Justin Laboy: hey, d'you wanna go bowling with the group?
I waited for at least five minutes. Y/n usually responded within five minutes, most of the time, less. I frowned.
"She's not answering," I informed my friends, concern clearly written on my face.
"Try another text. If that doesn't work, maybe call her?" Tevin said nervously, fingers drumming against the seat.
Justin Laboy: you there?
Justin Laboy: N/n
Justin Laboy: Y/n
Justin Laboy: Y/f/n L/n! Answer the damn phone, lazy ass!
I sighed after sending the last message. After waiting another five minutes, I decided to call her. It went immediately to her voicemail. That never happened. Y/f/n always answered a phone call.
"Guys, we should go to her place. She's still not answering," I worried. Andrew nodded, maneuvering the car to her house.
I hopped out of the car and unlocked the door. Y/n had gifted me with a key for her home.
"Y/n!" I shouted, dashing into the house. No reply. " Y/f/n L/n! This is not funny!"
Then I found her.
Y/n lay still on the kitchen floor. A sharp knife was clutched in her bloodied hands. Crimson substance stained the floor and her arms. Her usual bright e/c eyes were half lidded, dull and tired.
"She... no, no, no, no, no, no," I whispered to myself in horror. I knelt beside her, propping her body up against the cabinet. Pressing my ear against her chest, I heard a pulse. Faint and weak, yes, but still there.
Behind me, the boys stood with open mouths. I glanced back at Y/n and picked the slim girl up.
"We need to get her to the hospital," I commanded. My friends nodded, rushing into the car and towards the hospital.
"Please, help us," Tevin begged. A nurse's hand slapped over her mouth when she saw a nearly dead, incredibly bloody Y/n in my arms.
"This way," she ordered, hurrying to a room.
After Y/n was settled and set up, I left the room. Andrew, Derek, and Tevin followed suit. We were all so worried she wouldn't make it.
"Hey, Avian," I tried to make my tone casual, but HOW ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO BE CASUAL WHEN TELLING SOMEONE THEIR LOVED ONE IS ABOUT TO DIE. Anyways, he didn't seem to understand that everything is NOT fine.
"Yello," he replied. I could hear typing in the background.
"So, um, Y/n might bleed to death. Can you come (insert random ass hospital) please?"
"I'll be there right away," Avian said hastily.
That night, I stayed by Y/f/n. My hand held hers. I drifted from wake to sleep and in between.
"You better wake up, Y/n. Because I love you way too freaking much to loose you," I whispered in her ear, tucking a strand of hair behind said body part. " Yeah, I love you."
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Love_is_love
