Big Time Rush Imagines

James Imagine

James

James was out with Logan today and you stayed home. You and your parents never really got along. And when James purposed to you, You definitely said Yes but your parents had a total opposite decision. They were never happy with you as a child either. You were always different, Independent, And listened to music a lot more than normal. Your parents hated it. They cared about what other people thought but u cared about what u thought. They wanted you to change a lot of things about yourself. You never listened, you were stubborn. They always told you that they regretted having you and made you feel worthless. Before James left, You had a long talk on the phone with your mom and she wouldn't hush about James being the wrong one and that he's gonna leave. You stayed strong for too long. You cut as a child. Like about 12 years old. As soon as he left, you broke down in tears. You couldn't stop! You faked a smile all the time. You went into the bathroom and found the blade you hid in the cabinet. You missed the feeling of even holding it. Ever since you and James met, You haven't been cutting as often cause he made you happy and showed you love, something your parents never gave. You didn't even hesitate and right away, the blade made contact with skin. The blood started and dripped. Tears were blurring your vision. It stung but you were kinda used to it. "(Y/N)? I forgot my wallet. Have you seen it anywhe-" James was in front of you with wide eyes. He started breathing hard. He shook his head. "W-why? Your so much better than this. Why?" He repeated. You started crying even more. He came over to your side on the bathroom Floor and hugged you. "I can't do this anymore." You whispered. "What do you mean? Us?" He asked worriedly. "No, the people who hate the idea of us the most. My parents. They the you and me together James." You cried. He sighed and hugged you tighter. "I'll help you through this. You need to stop." He says. "Its not that easy. I've been doing this for years and years now." You whispered. "Your not gonna be alone. It'll take time but we can do this... Together. I promise you that." He smiles. You smile too. You knew your parents were wrong. You heard footsteps coming to the bathroom. "James you okay? I was waiting in the car for-" Logan was standing there. He didn't even say anything. Other than James, Logan was like a brother you never had. He loved you, cared for u, and everything. He didnt even say anything. Just barged into the bathroom and joined the hug. You guys just sat there hugging. "I love you guys so much, Thank you, thank you, thank you." You finally say to break the silence. Logan smiled and said, "We will always be here. Just talk to us and we will listen." You smiled. You had a great fiance & perfect best friends.