special -joshler-

-three-

josh
//anxiety, depression\\
this is more of a fluffy chapter you're welcome

i couldn't hear what mr armstrong and tyler were saying as i waited by the door for tyler to join him.

"bye mr armstrong!" he heard tyler's beautiful voice.

"bye tyler!" mr armstrong called back as tyler left the classroom.

tyler turned around and jumped, "jish!" tyler blushed, "sorry you scared me."

"jish?"i chuckled at his little slip up.

tyler blushes, "oh, uhh, sorry." he looked down at his feet.

"no, no, it's cute."

tyler smiled and looked up at me, his hair slightly covering his face.

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we walked back to our dorm for break. we had an hour to do whatever we wanted.

we sat on our beds. after a minute of silence, tyler went to one of his suitcases. i looked over at him. after a few seconds he pulled out a ukulele.

he sat on the floor and began to play. it started with a little sliding motion followed by a strum or two. he repeated that before he opened his mouth to start singing. (just imagine the WDBWOTV live from satellite music collective)

"We don't believe what's on TV
Because it's what we want to see
And what we want, we know we can't believe
We have all learned to kill our dreams

I need to know that when I fail you'll still be here
'Cause if you stick around I'll sing you pretty sounds
And we'll make money selling your hair

I don't care what's in your hair
I just wanna know what's on your mind
I used to say, "I wanna die before I'm old"
But because of you I might think twice

What if my dream does not happen?
Would I just change what I've told my friends?
Don't wanna know who I would be
When I wake up from a dreamer's sleep

I need to know that when I fail you'll still be here
'Cause if you stick around I'll sing you pretty sounds
And we'll make money selling your hair

But I don't care what's in your hair
I just wanna know what's on your mind
I used to say, "I wanna die before I'm old"
But because of you I might think twice

I don't care what's in your hair
I just wanna know what's on your mind
I used to say, "I wanna die before I'm old"
But because of you I might think twice

we don't believe what's on tv"

i was blown away, i was speechless. it was beautiful. tyler had an amazing voice.

tyler was looking down at his lap. "sorry."

"no no no no," i walked over to him and is sat close to him. "that," i held his hand, "was beautiful."

tyler smiled and blushed, "you think so?"

i nodded and squeezed my friends hand. "you have an amazing voice, and i love that song."

tyler smiled, "thanks, jish."

tyler and i were holding hands and our eyes were joined by a strong force. i just wanted to kiss him. oh my god. i think i like tyler joseph.