Story of my Life

WTF!!

It was early, and we were still in the back of Andy's truck. My head was resting lightly on his lap, and he seemed a little tense. I rolled over and looked up at him, and although his body was tense his face was relaxed. His expression was soft and he had a slight smile from whatever he was dreaming about.

I stared at his face while he slept, but only long enough for it to not be weird. As I started to lift my head off his thigh, I felt his body shift under me. It almost seemed wrong to look, and I didn't want to do anything even weirder than I had already thought I did but I couldn't help it.
His pants started to tighten on him, and it left me feeling awkward so I lifted my head off him and started to lay a different way. I thought that my movement didn't wake him but I was wrong.

He slowly snaked his arm around my waist and laid us both down on the seat. I could feel him growing harder against me, and I didn't know what to do.

              "Hey. You awake." I whispered hoping he was.

              "Yeah, but I'm trying not to be." He pulled me deeper into him and started to grind his hips lightly against me. I bit my lip and closed my eyes, enjoying the warmth, his hips moved with rhythm and the way he was holding me was weirdly soothing. "What's wrong? Can't sleep?" He asked.

               "I just woke up actually, and I'm staring to get a little nervous." I rolled over to face him, but mainly to hide my face against his chest. I took a deep breath letting it out slowly feeling the heat from Andy's chest.

                "Is it cause of how close we are or just how hard as a rock you've made me? I don't think you'd be ready for me either way, but I do wanna know." He chuckled as his whispered joke and sent shrills down my spine. 
Gently he slid his hands into my pants, lightly squeezing me tight.

He nudged the top of my head with his chin making me look up and connected our lips. It was sweet and gentle, his lips parted and my body felt like it was melting. It was clear he knew what he was doing because I no longer felt nervous.

The longer it lasted the more it changed. The gentle kiss I was slowly getting used to turn to a lustful kiss that drew air from my lungs. His lips moved with ease and his hand followed closely.
Everything about the way he was moving told me he had done this before. It was fine but it contradicted the whole virgin thing he told me. I pulled back to get some air but to also look at him. "You don't seem like a virgin to me!" I joked quietly.

He looked deep into my eyes and half smiled. "I don't know, everything about you makes me feel different." He moved back in kissing me lightly and passionately. This kiss was different from both of them. He moved with intent and confidence, and the level of lust wasn't much less.

He sat up on the seat and undid the button on his shorts, then pulled me into his lap. "Is this okay?" He asked before moving my hair to the side and kissing my neck.

I didn't answer him verbally, because I was scared if I open my mouth words wouldn't come out. I bit my lip to stop myself from moaning, but the boy was a master with his mouth. He was gentle but confident

                "Kori, I want you." He moved from my neck taking off my shirt, then slowly moved back to my lips. "Tell me it's okay." He whispered before kissing me a little rougher, letting me know he was about to lose himself.

My breath was sporadic. I couldn't catch it and my entire body was on fire. I was nervous, because I still haven't had bottom surgery and I haven't told him that I'm Trans yet. He could feel my anxiousness, and stopped to catch his breath as well.

                 "If you're not ready I can wait. I don't want to rush you." He thumbed my cheeks gently and placed his forehead against mine. It felt good to know he was so caring, but I didn't know how he would react.

My breathing got worse, and I could feel my heart pounding against my chest. "I'm, Trans!" The words came out harsh, and it almost felt like I was angry about it. His hands moved from my face to my hips and I knew he was upset. My head was low, I couldn't even look at him. "Why am I so ashamed of this!"

              "I've never done it with someone like you before, but if you make me feel this way, it can't be wrong. Right?" He lifted my head so that he could look me in my eyes. "I want you. Not half of you, I like what I've learned about you and how you hold yourself." He kissed me with the same passion, and I couldn't help but to kiss back.

He laid me back on the seat and got between my legs, aggressively pulling my pants and thong off. For a moment he stared at it, and when I started to show how scared and uneasy I was he leaned down squeezed my thighs. He planted a trail of light kisses up to my neck, but then moved over to the front armrest to grab lube and a condom.

It took him a second to roll the condom onto himself. I didn't think he was going to be as long as he was. It looked different when my head was on his lap. "Am I the first?" He asked looking down at his hard dick then back at my staring eyes.

I shook my head. "No I've seen dicks before just not quite as long as yours." I blushed at my words and he kissed me once more. He squeezed the bottle of lube until he thought it was enough, then rubbed himself with one hand while sliding his middle finger into me.

He continued to take my breath away, he was so skilled and seemed way more experienced than a virgin . He worked his finger in and out slowly, then worked in another finger and then one more. "That good?" He breathed.

He rubbed a little more lube on his dick before he lined it up with me. We looked deeply into each other's eyes, and I could see he was just as nervous as I was.

I could feel him slowly pushing in and the pain was really light. It took him a minute to get the tip inside but the pain shifted from light to heavy, making me squirm under him. I winced when he popped in completely and started to thrust. "Stop!............, it hurts." I sucked in a sharp breath, while he pulled himself back out.

                 "Are you okay?" his breath was heavy, but he was managing it pretty well. He looked down between us and then back up at me chuckling to himself.

                 "You're really big, and I'm scared." I said breathlessly.

He looked between us again and then back up at me confirmed that he understood. "Okay...........ugh," he sighed before continuing his sentence. " Do you want to keep going? I'm okay with waiting."

I didn't know if I wanted to! I mean, I like him and he is super sweet, but something about it seems wrong. Despite my fears and mental block I shook my head. I watched as excitement ran across his eyes. He realigned himself and lightly thrust back inside of me.

The pain was red hot, but as I breathed and he thrust the pain left and was replaced with pleasure. I could feel almost every inch he had inside me, it was all becoming too much.

He put his hands on either side of my head and I wrapped my arms around his neck. With each thrust I moaned, hoping he wouldn't hear it but knew very well that he did. My head rolled back and he curled his fingers up in my hair, I was experiencing sexual release and he could tell. My moans were becoming louder and to him they were intoxicating. The truck rocked side to side as Andy buried himself inside my body, grabbing, biting and licking parts of me I didn't know were that sensitive.
It wasn't long before he wanted even more. He wanted to cum, he wanted all of me.

He reached his hand down and started stroking me, I got scared and it brought me back to earth. "You don't have to do that!" I whimpered.

He pause for a brief moment putting some lube on his hand, then continued. "You're right I don't have to, I want to. I want you to cum when I do." He licked his lips and started thrusting again, but much harder and when his tip hit that special part deep inside me, my body jolted up against his sweat trickled chest and soon I was ready.

He stroked me faster, while he thrust harder. "Wait,......... Andy.....I'm gonna..." my moans were rasp and unheard, and just as we hit the climate.

My eyes shot open and the dream was over! The sun was shining right into his truck, but he was still sleeping somehow. It was all a dream, and that made me happy, but the mess that my body had created in my pants did not. I quietly tried to open the door to slide out, desperately hoping to sneak away and back to camp to shower, but it woke him up instead.

             "Hey Kori, where you going? Haven't even gotten breakfast." He groggily chuckled, but then rubbed his eyes to see me clearly.