We were exhausted, more specifically I was exhausted. Sev has this light dominance that makes me comfortable with submitting. After the second round my body was weak!
"Are you okay?" He asked breathlessly walking around the bed to where I was laying. "I didn't hurt you did I? This girl that I like told me I was too rough with her......" he joked and for a minute I didn't understand.
"Sev! I don't wanna hear about what other girls have told you after sex!" I stared at his naked body, as he laughed and gave me a redundant look.
He watched me eye him for a minute before he spoke again. "I was talking about you." He laughed "you sure you're okay? Do you wanna go get something to eat? I'd ask if you want breakfast sausage but I don't think you could handle anymore." He winked and leaned forward kissing my head lightly.
He was so cheese but I couldn't help but watch him for a moment.
I know better than anyone that he wants to tell me something, but I'm not gonna pry because he wouldn't do that to me.
Although the thought wasn't that deep I truly wanting to see if he was hiding something. The more I stared at him the more I lost track of what I was looking for, and I couldn't be surprised it happened every time.
What had actually been seconds felt more like moments in my mind, I stood weakly and sorely shuffled over to my clothes, not understanding why the sun wasn't out at 7 am.
"We can go to that new place, by the mall! What's it called?" Sev shouted as he leaned on the bathroom door.
"I don't know..." I said nonchalantly as I dressed myself. I looked over my shoulder and caught him staring at me and he signaled for me to come to him.
His focused expression shifted and he instead came to me. I bent over and grabbed my shirt off the floor then looked around for some shorts to wear.
He snaked his arms around my waist and pulled me against him. It was hypnotizing to feel his chest rise and fall with each deep breath he took. His soft lips hovered over my skin then disappeared.
"Put some pants on so we can go eat!" He whispered into my ear, sending chills down my spine, and after I found clothes and dressed myself, we rushed down the stairs and out the front door the concerned look my Father was giving us was almost laughable, but I could tell he was trying.
The car ride was quiet and didn't take very long, but it was nice. I liked that I didn't need to talk to make things less awkward. We could just relax and enjoy hanging out together.
The rest of the night was so fun I almost forgot that Sev and I weren't on a date, and I couldn't help but enjoy how well we got along.
It was starting to get late and Sev looked a little exhausted. I watched his eyes lul closed then snap open and I wanted to kiss his stupid forehead, but resisted the urge.
"Hey, Sev! We can leave if you're getting tired...." I nudged his arm playfully and he smile tiredly at me. We shared the same look and finally left.
It didn't take long to get home, and when we did Sev sighed and cut the car off. "Kori!"
He ran his hand down his face slowly. When he looked back up with teary eyes, my heart twinged.
"What's wrong?" I went to touch his shoulder but he pulled away.
"I need to tell you something, because I don't want you to be scared or feel uneasy around me." He shook his head to help him focus, but it only mad him more flustered.
"I'm sorry if I get too rough with you. I don't want you to hear from anyone that I'm doing anything crazy. I'm a dom and I like aggressive sex. I have a bit of a sexual issues that some people find to be a bit too much." He sat quietly waiting for my response, then shifted to see my face.
"I'm glad you told me, and it explains alot." I smiled and tried to joke a little in the end, but it didn't seem to help him.
"I don't want to force,....." He choked back a stutter then calmed himself down before speaking again. " I don't want to make you feel like I'm forcing you or like I'm hurting you in any way." He looked at me with those same teary eyes.
"I want to dominate you, I want you to be my sub. I know that's a lot when you're family life sucks, I don't want to be the reason your dad and you argue." He reaches out and grabs my hand to make sure I understand.
"I understand, and I'll try my best to submit to you. I've been told I'm stubborn and bratty." I stated calmly.
"I'm fine with that as long as we can set some ground rules and still hangout and stuff like regular." I smiled and kissed him sweetly, earning a gentle hand kiss back. He leaned in and kissed my lips savoring the light touch, before grabbing some things from the back seat then opening his door.
He came around the car then opened my door for me as I pulled myself out he hugged me one more time before we went our separate ways for the night.
I walked across the street and stopped on the front porch noticing the extra car in our driveway. I figured it was for one of the boys. I opened the door and put my leftovers in the kitchen, and started to head upstairs.
"Kori! Kori!" Mom said rushing from the living room to the stairs. "Andy is....." My mom couldn't even finish her sentence before I interrupted her.
"Mom I really wanna go shower tell me when I come back down please." I rushed up the stairs and into my room, taking a brief moment to pull my thoughts together. When I finally felt ready, I walked into my bathroom for a hot shower and slid my shirt over my head. I started to pull my pants off at the bathroom door but jumped and turned around when something move around my room.
"What are you doing in my room alone and damn near in the dark? You almost gave me a heart attack." I looked at him nervously waiting for his answer, but when I noticed what he was staring at, rage took over. "You know what it doesn't even matter, get out!"
I started to rush over to my bedroom door to throw it open, but he caught my arm. "Wait... I'm sorry! I didn't think you were gonna come up and start getting naked. Although I gotta say, you look amazing right now." He half smiled as he took mental images of me in this moment.
"Andy stop. You know I'm dating Sev!" I pushed himtowards the door, but he grabbed my wrist and pulled me closer to him. "Seriously!" I pushed him again and went to the bathroom door to grab my pants.
"Oh come on Kori! I......... I shouldn't have acted the way I did, I get that. Give me another shot please. All of this is new to me, and I wanna try!" He stepped over to me and grabbed my hand lightly. He slowly wrapping his hands around my now covered waist and pulled me closer. "I want this! I want you."
He whispered the words and something about it felt real, it felt as if he wasn't joking or messing around. It felt like he may have actually meant it, but it didn't change my relationship with Sev. I admit my body felt weirdly magnetized to him, the way he held me against his firm chest and looked from my eyes to my lips. He was mentally begging me to kiss him.
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Story of my Life
Fiksi Remaja"I get that your not happy with me, but that doesn't mean avoid me! Talk to me. Please!" "I'm... look, this isn't the time or the place for this. I'll call you when everything settles okay!" "No! Kori if you can't talk to me now then we...
