Story of my Life

God Damn Liar

When I woke up the family was gone and the house felt cold. It made me want Seven here, but I knew that he wanted to give us some space and I respect that.

About 30 minutes had passed and I was finally dragging myself out of bed. As I walked down the stairs the cold air from outside made the stone floor feel frigid, and someone had still made breakfast. So I ate a couple cold pancakes and decided it was time to get ready for school.

Getting dressed always felt like a uphill battle. I'm so indecisive that picking a shirt could mean WWIII in my mind. Every decision I make will cause a ripple of regret and worry. I slid on my crop top and jean short overalls. Folding the top half down to hide a little more of my legs, I paired it with my black high tops and my Kingdom Hearts beanie. Once I knew for sure I liked my outfit I was ready to go.

The walk didn't take long, and I kinda enjoyed the time to myself. I forgot how it felt to just relax and talk things over with myself. Seven doesn't want to be too aggressive and dominant but he does wants me to submit to him during sex. Which is probably why his relationship with Layla was off and on like Tia said.

Nino is gunning for me a hundred and ten percent and the only way to take her down is to get on her level. Play her game but better, more tactically.

I was so deep in thought I hadn't realized I made it to the school. Other students were rushing by some just talking their time, but I was standing at the glass double doors staring. It was weird that no matter how good I felt about myself this one place could almost destroy that in the matter of seconds.

A lot of things that involve school break us down as teenagers, but school as a whole is the most taxing. It sucks that it's required to come here, they preach about equality and student safety but everyone down to the janitors feel better away from here.

I gathered myself mentally and went inside. As I walking through, I kept thinking to go to our table but the urge wasn't strong enough so I went to my locker instead. It had only been a couple months and I already have a lot going on.

From cheerleading, to boys and family drama. I don't think I've had a genuine moment without something dramatic going on. I want to cut all of it out, I refuse to play part in petty bullshit. Once again I was stuck in my head and didn't notice the things or people around me.

Seven had been standing here watching for god knows how long and I didn't even see him until I was ready to pull my Calc book out.

"Hey, you okay? Looks like you've got a lot going on up there." He half smile, but looked down when I didn't smile back. "What's wrong?"

I put my backpack in my locker and closed it, before I finally smiled at him. "Nothing just a little tired." I lied.

He lightly wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me close. "So, can I ask you something. I mean I know I shouldn't even be asking this because you definitely aren't that type of girl, but..... Can we talk about what happened with you and Andrew last night?"

I scoffed and pushed out of his grip, to walk away, but Sev caught me before I could get to far. "Kori! C'mon. I seen him leave your house last night! You can't be mad that I asked."

"Really Sev! You contradicted almost everything you just said to me. If you know I'm not that type of girl, why even ask. He was sitting in my livingroom , then I went to shower he came up, nothing happened because I forced him out." I snatched my arm away from Sev and clutched my book tighter.

"It's really frustrating that, despite how honest I've been, I continue to be questioned about a guy who I'm not in a relationship with. I'm gonna say this the same way I said it to him. 'Nothing is happening between us, because I have a boyfriend." I went to walk away again, but he grabbed me, this time pulling me into him.