connors pov
today is the day that y/n and i have been dreading for months on end. the day i leave for shawns tour. i'm going for the europe and north american legs. i'll see y/n on breaks but they're far apart. we spent our last night together last night just staying up and talking for a while about everything. i'm leaving a couple of my hoodies and tee shirts here for her cause i know she loves them so much. damn i'm really gonna miss her. we're gonna facetime a lot and we promised each other we'd text each other good morning and good night.
"hey baby it's time to wake up" i say pushing hair out of her face and kissing her forehead.
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y/ns pov
i'm woken up by a nice view of connor laying on his side next to me shirtless and messy hair. god i'm going to miss that.
"please don't leave me" i say softly
"i'm sorry beautiful i have to but not for long" he says
"time to get up" he says sitting up
"noo" i say whining
"i'm sorry baby i know it's hard it's only a couple months sweetheart"
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connors pov
we are at the airport now and it just silent. y/n drove and we are just sitting here. we both knew this was going to happen sooner than later. i look at y/n and she's looking out the window. i can tell she's going to cry because i hear her breathing pattern become uneven.
"gorgeous?"
"yeah" she says but not turning her head
"look at me please" i say putting my hand on her thigh and she turns her head with tears in her eyes
"i don't want you to go" she says breaking down
"sweetheart i know"
"don't get me wrong i'm so proud of you and how far you've come but i wish this involved us being with each other and not thousands of miles apart" she says
"let's get out of the car" i say
we get out and i grab my suitcase from the trunk of my jeep and she looks at me crying
"come here baby girl" i say bringing her in for a hug. i told myself i wasn't going to cry and i was going to be strong but it's impossible when you leave the most gorgeous, fun, loving, perfect girl behind to work on your career.
"i love you" i say with my voice breaking
"i love you" she says quietly still hugging me
"okay baby. facetime whenever and text everyday promise?" i ask holding out my pinky
"always" she says taking my pinky in hers and we do our handshake and kiss each other.
"take care of yourself okay?" she says wiping my tears
"as long as you do as well" i say hugging and kissing her once more.
god i'm going to miss that girl so damn much.
off to tour i guess :/
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sorry i've been lagging on updating. i'm back!
