y/n pov
i always hated flying with a burning passion but never got out of it. take off and landing scares the shit out of me but connor doesn't know that. so, today i'm going to face my fear of flying and make it through the entire 5-6 hour flight to hawaii. i sound crazy but it's the only way to not embarrass myself.
"ready to go my love?" connor asks
"yeah let me get a granola bar" i said grabbing one and walking out to the car
"i can get your bag" connor said taking it out of my hands
"thank you" i said and we made our way to the airport
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fuck nerves are getting the best of me and i think connor is noticing
"sweetheart are you okay?" connor asks
"yeah why?" i say acting like i'm okay
"you're knee is bouncing and you look like you're gonna cry"
"yeah i'm okay"
"okay darling i love you" connor says
"i love you too" i kiss him and it pauses my nerves but doesn't calm them.
after the flight attendants do the saftely precautions we start to take off
"fuck" i say under my breath as i start to shake and breathe heavily
"baby it's okay" connor says realizing what's happening
"you're okay i'm here and we are 100% safe breathe honey" he says pulling me in as i start to calm down
"fear of flying eh?" connor asks rubbing my shoulders to relax me
"yeah sorry i was embarrassed about it and i thought i'd be okay" i say in disappointment
"you can always tell me anything baby" connor says as we make our way to a wonderful vacation to hawaii
sorry that probably sucks i'm really busy :/
