connors pov its the middle of tour and im super stressed about editing the tour vlogs for shawns fans. its super stressful when youre constantly traveling and filming more. dont get me wrong i love exploring cities and getting to know more cultures with my best friends and my beautiful girlfriend. it just gets rough sometimes to fit in time. its about 10 and i decided to stay in the hotel from dinner to edit more and its making me extremely frustrated. i just want to scream.
yns pov right now most of us are at a nice dinner before we leave australia. everyone is here except connor. i tried to convince him to come or stay with him. we wrapped up dinner and are on our way to the hotel.
"hey baby im ba-" i start but then hear a sniffle
"c?" i put my purse and food boxes on the counter and take off my shoes
"in here" a weak sounding voice comes from the living room kind of area. i follow it and see a shirtless connor with his head in his arms on the desk hear small sniffles come from him
"babe whats going on?" i ask putting my hand on his back and sit on the arm of the lounge chair. he lifts his head from his inner elbow and his face is extremely red with tears pouring out his eyes
"i cant do this. t-the dead line is in two days and theres a show tomorrow so im gonna h-have to film more and manage to fit in finishing this stupid video" he cries and slams his laptop shut
"hey hey hey stop and breathe bubba. in and out baby" i say wiping his tears and he leans forward to put his head on my shoulder.
"its impossible. im gonna be a disappointment to andrew and hes gonna fire me and shawns going to be mad" he says and i take his shaking hands to calm him. he seems super frustrated with this and he continues to get worse. hes now hyperventilating and eyes are bloodshot. hes never gotten this upset since weve started dating and it broke my heart to see him like this.
"baby breathe youre gonna pass out. you need to calm down. i love you baby please try to breathe for me" i say running my fingers through his hair. he finally starts to breathe after about 5 minutes and rubs his eyes but i pull his arms away.
"drink some of your water bubba" i say grabbing the flow bottle off the desk. he drinks it and closes his eyes.
"sit on the chair i bet this chair is uncomfortable" i say helping him up and sitting on the center table infront of the couch.
"thank you i love you" he says. his voice sounding weak and tired
"youre welcome keep breathing" i say sensing still some worry. he leans forward all the way into my lap and takes loud and deep breaths as i lightly scratch his back.
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"im so proud of you baby you work so hard to do your best at everything but sometimes you need some down time to just relax and destress. you havent eaten since breakfast and you havent left the hotel." i say kissing his head
after a while he lifts his head and leans in for a kiss that i gladly accept. "i brought you some food. i figured you werent gonna call room service so i ordered something before we left" i say and his eyes go wide and he grins a little.
"go head to the room ill bring it to you after i heat it up" i say standing up and he walks slowly to the room.
i heat up the food and walk into the room to see him on the computer again editing
"c stop. im going to call andrew tomorrow to get that date pushed back a little" i say taking his laptop
"no you cant do that. hes gonna get mad that i cant do it cause ive done it before its just now i have less free time to do it in. hell be disappointed" he says looking up at me and giving me puppy eyes. "okay but you cant touch your laptop for the rest of the night" "done deal" he says eating his food.
after finishing his food, he lays his head on my chest and closes his eyes while i massage his head
"andrew says you can have 5 more days" i say
"babe" connor says threateningly. i giggle
"i told you not to and why. ive never been more mad at you or loved you more in my life" he says lifting his head and kissing me
"youre welcome bubs i love you too" i say turning off the light and putting my phone down.
