Juliet

"kiddo"

SOTC: Broken by Lund, I Always Wanna Die (Sometimes) by The 1975

*WARNING, THIS MAY TRIGGER SOME READERS...(just looking out for some people out there, this chapter talks about rape kinda)*

When I went downstairs and saw a young boy who looked like someone I knew. "Hey Kiddo, I was wondering when you were coming downstairs," the young boy said while eating. I sat down across from him and noticed who he was. "What are you doing here?" I asked in a harsh voice. "Y/n! Don't be rude, we love to have Dez here." My mum said while grabbing Dez's hand. "Anyway, Dez, how was University?" Alex asked trying to change the topic. "It was amazing. I met some really pretty girls, and you know, things happen." Dez said while looking at me. Everybody started to laugh like Dez was joking. "What the hell? Why is he here? Doesn't he have to do an extra year?" I said angrily. "Y/n? What has gotten into you? He's our brother." Amber said sounding surprised. "He's not my brother!" I said while getting up from the table. "Do you want me to tell them or you?" I said while looking at my mum. "Y/n, don't," Dez said. "I'm fucking adopted and oh and a fun fact about Dez-" I said while slamming my hands against the table, and looking Dez in the eyes. Then I noticed Amber, Alex, and my mum. "Um, Dez-" "y/n! Go to your room now!" I didn't hesitate and went straight to my room.

I looked at my phone. I wanted to call Robin and tell him everything, but I didn't want to sound like I was complaining. So I called the only person who knew about Dez. Gabby. "Please pick up, Please pick up," I said while packing my clothes in a bag.

"Hey, loser" Gabby answered in a cheerful voice. "Gabs," I said while still packing clothes. "Wow, you never call me Gabs, this must be serious," Gabby said jokingly. "Gabs, he's back," I said while sitting next to my packed bag, "what? Oh my God. Ok, um...stay calm and I'll be there right now."  "Yeah, I'll try to stay calm," I said while starting to hyperventilate. "I'll call you when I'm outside," Gabby said. "Please, hurry" then I hung up.

I waited for about 30 seconds but those 30 seconds seemed like hours. Then my door handle started to turn slowly. I didn't know what to do so I sat and waited for the person to come in. It was Dez. He came in quickly and then locked the door. I got up and moved as far away from him as I can. "Going somewhere?" Dez said in an angered voice.  "Of course not. Where would I go?" I said in a quick tone. "Now you're lying to me?" Dez said while moving towards me.

Before I could move away, Dez grabbed my arm and twisted it towards him. "Dez, please don't," I told him in a quiet voice.  "I will do whatever the fuck I want." Dez, said while pushing me on my bed. "Dez, no. Please don't." I said while trying to get away. Dez held me down and looked me in the eyes. His eyes were dark and had no empathy. Dez started to force himself on me. "Stop, Dez, get off of me" I started to kick and throw my hands at him. I could feel tears falling down my cheeks. "Stop, stop, please," I said while I grew weak each time. He didn't stop. He forced himself harder on me. Then I started to punch him in the face and used all my power to push him off of me. After the third punch, I felt a think fluid on my knuckles. Dez got off of me. "You bitch," he said. I grabbed my bag and ran downstairs.

"Where are you going?" My mum said. I didn't stop and ran outside while Gabby was pulling up in her car. I got in quickly and she drove without questioning me. I looked out the window and wanted to cry.

~Meanwhile~

Dez came downstairs with a broken nose and a busted lip.  "Oh my God, what happen?" Mum said while going to comfort Dez. "I was trying to talk to her, but she just started to hit me," Dez said. "Oh, my baby. Are you ok?" My mum said. Alex and Amber looked at each other, they were both shocked.

~(Another) Meanwhile (I'm not sorry)~

Robin was struggling with writing his newest song. Juliet. He was losing inspiration, so he called y/n, whose contact is under Hun❤✨ Robin just wanted to call y/n to hear her soft and cheerful voice. Robin waited for her to answer him. She didn't. Robin looked at Fig, "you have any ideas, Fig?" Robin asked. Fig just stared at Robin. "Yeah, that's what I thought," Robin said while turning back to his half-empty page. Robin only had the first and second chorus down. Then Robin texted y/n.

Hey hun, I wanted to see how you were. 🙃

No reply. "Maybe she is busy, right Fig?" Robin said while letting out a sigh.

~Now~

I held my arm where Dez had grabbed it. "We're going to the spot right?" Gabby asked. I just nodded yes. "Did anything happen?" Gabby asked in a soft voice. Before I could answer her, my phone rang.

Hey, mum and Dez are pissed, they went out to look for you. They said they were going to your and Gabs spot, then to Gabs house. Just thought I would warn you~Amber

"Shit, you know where Robin lives right?" I asked Gabby. "Prince Charming? Yeah, why?" She asked making that face of questioning and disgust. "I just need you to drop me off to his house," I told her. "Ok, " Gabby said while driving to Robins house.

~5 minutes later~

"Pick you up tomorrow morning? Why?" Gabby asked. "Because I need to know that my mum and Dez aren't looking for me. And Robin will look after me until the morning." I said. "Robin isn't your boyfriend. You can't treat him like one. Hurry up inside, I'll see you in the morning." Gabby said. I could tell she had that concerned friend look on her face.

Before knocking on Robins door, I made myself swear on my life that I would tell him everything. Then I knocked. A few seconds passed, then Robin answered the door.

"Oh, hey Hun," Robin said with a beautiful big smile on his face. Then I felt my cheeks get hot. "Hi, Bun." "Come in," Robin said while moving away, allowing me to walk in. "Robin, I have to tell you something," I said while following him to the kitchen. "Ok, but hold on. I got biscuits and tea." He said in a cheeky smile. I shook my head and felt a smile on my face.

We both sat at the table and ate biscuits and drank tea. "Robin, I have to tell you something," I said well I set down my tea. "Ok, what's up Hun?" Robin said while he set down his tea too.  "So, um...I'm adopted, and I have this older "brother", I guess," I said while looking at my hands. "I was adopted at age eight, and my brother was fourteen. He was nice to me. Really, really nice. He would buy me things and give me everything I asked for." Then I felt my voice started to break. "After a while, um...he asked me to take off my clothes for him. He did things to me. He said that I owed him for everything he did for me. If I ever told him no, he would hit me. So I did what he wanted. It stopped after two years, but when I turned thirteen it started again. He was eighteen at the time. I tried so hard to tell my parents, to say something to someone, but every time I tried I felt like I was being stupid, or that it wasn't a big deal. After a year, he turned nineteen and went to University. He would come back throughout the years. He would hit me or force himself on me, whenever he came back. The only reason why I started to date Jeremy was that I would have a reason to leave the house when he was there. After a few years, Jeremy started to act sorta the same way as well...my "brother" did." I started to feel tears roll down my face.

Then I felt Robins soft warm arms wrap around me. He didn't say anything, he just held me. He held me for what seemed like forever but I was fine with it. He held me while I cried into his shoulder. Robin held me tightly until I pulled away from him. "I'm sorry. I'm such a big mess." I told him well tears were still rolling down my eyes. "No, no you're not." He said while wiping the tears away from my cheeks. "You're perfect. Never apologize because you did nothing wrong. You mean too much to me, I won't allow you to put yourself down like that." Robin said while looking me in the eyes. His eyes were soft. I genuinely felt safe with Robin. I stared at him, I could tell he actually cared about me. That he would never leave or hurt me. I gave Robin a warm hug, that was nothing like the last hug we just had. This hug said words without us saying or moving our mouths. I never felt more safe and loved ever by another person. The warm hug said I love you.

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Thoughts on this chapter? This is another cliff hanger because I have something big and exciting for the next chapter, which the next chapter will hopefully be posted next week. I kinda had to sneak my Ipad because your girl is kinda grounded...oops. Anyway, I hope you guys are enjoying the chapter, sksksjsjsj...ok bye!!!!