After Midnight ✔️

C H A P T E R 32

My love, when will you come?
When will you decide to break my heart,
But appease my soul?

-To my (non-existent) lover

-

"Will you be okay?"

Midnight let her eyes roam once more on Grey's lanky figure. The scarf that was wrapped around his neck clung on tightly as if asking him to stay. The way he held onto his coat made Midnight wish he held onto her that way. And the way his eyes brushes every part of her made her feel secure despite knowing what was going to happen next.

"I'll be fine, Grey."

His eyes danced with worry but he chose not to comment. The car's radio simply hummed to an unsavory song. Both sat apart from each other, knowing if they say too close, it would be impossible to leave.

"I can always stay, you know that right?"

Midnight gave him a bright smile. Grey knew she was genuinely happy for him but at the same time, small tears of sadness lingered within her. He knew she willed herself not to let these drop, but her glassy eyes could only do so much before they explode.

"Baby..." He whispered soothingly and gathered Midnight into his arms, not caring about the flight or how long they'll talk. He wanted her to know that he would always be with her. Whether they were together or not.

"It's only 8 months baby, I'll be back before you know I'm gone." He softly cooed at her as Midnight tried to push him away.

"Grey, it doesn't matter-"

"Yes it does." He whispered sharply but his eyes still held the tender softness that made Midnight feel like a baby. His baby.

"I know you're upset I'm going, and trust me, I am too, but you need to know I'll always be with you. And when i come back we'll pick
up like I never left."

Midnight couldn't control the small sniffles that escaped her mouth. She didn't want to hold Grey back from his choices and the big career fate set for him, but nervousness and worry crept up to her like a snake.

Why if he meets somebody else?
What if all the feelings die down when they're apart?
What if he realizes she's not the one?
What if he decides he's too tired of her?
What if?

"Night, baby, look at me."

Grey gripped her chin and made his baby look at him. He knew she was trying to contain herself but he didn't need that. He wanted Midnight to cry and tell him that she'd miss him. He wanted Midnight to tell him the truth.

She avoided his gaze, trying her best to pull away but Grey wouldn't have any of it. He pulled her closer to him and let their foreheads touch. He could feel her intense breathing and the way her eyes glossed. Now, Grey certainly didn't want to leave.

"Baby, it's going to be okay."

Obsidian clashed with opaque black. Her obsidian eyes shimmered with tears that threatened to spill out. He tried his best to let his finger brush gently against her soft cheeks, but at that moment he couldn't help but feel angry.

Angry at himself for not deciding to stay. Angry at himself for making this beautiful girl cry. Angry at himself for letting them progress this far. Just angry.

"Baby, You know I can't stand it when you cry." He gruffly whispered and placed a chaste kiss on her forehead. Midnight let out a shaky breath and forced herself to mold with him.

"I don't want you to leave." She mumbled softly and pressed her face farther into his neck. "I really don't want you to leave and I hate myself for that."

He petted her hair and cooed at her. Midnight is such a baby. His baby and he wouldn't let her go no matter what.

"I'm selfish and a hypocrite. I tell you to let me follow my dreams and for you to give me a break but the moment you leave, I-" she choked.

"I want you back."

"You don't have to want me back. I've always been here Midnight." Grey lifted her chin to see the way those beautiful black obsidian eyes sparkled. "I'll always be with you and no matter how far I am from you, nothing will change. You don't have to worry."

"I'll miss you." She whispered softly letting her blue-infused hair fall onto her face.

"Don't. I'll always be here."

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Hey guys!!! I know this is such a late update but school has just started and Student Council is literally owning my soul. (So yes, no free time) I know this is SUPERRRR SHORRTTT but this was literally the only thing I could produce. Hope you guys liked it. Don't forget to like and share. Also feel free to give suggestions!!