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Clearly, Joshua is mentally unstable right now. Anyone who watches his latest video can see that.
I'm not here to shit on him. He's dealing with a lot.
I am here to say, I do not even for a second believe he just decided to be the bigger person and not expose anyone.
Does anyone else think he got a letter from her lawyer?
Or maybe, he never planned on exposing anyone from the beginning. I am pretty sure he's smart enough to know that none of those big YouTubers like Shane and Trish and ultimately Colleen would even be phased for a second. Like I said before, people have affairs all the time, and again, I don't believe that's what happened, but I also don't doubt that's what he would've said about her.
Does Josh realize that, yes, while he is a real human with real feelings, Colleen is also real? She's dealing with some form of anxiety or OCD with her skin biting. For three years, he implied she had an affair with her now child's father. That has to wear on a person. And for the last 24 hours, I'm sure she's been on the edge of her seat.
Maybe he realized he would've only made a fool of himself. Most people would not believe what Josh said and those who would are the ones who already think Colleen is guilty of adultery.
Or maybe, Pamela said something. He is literally obsessing over his ex wife. She has every right to be upset. These couple of videos are proof enough that her love is not enough to fix him, and I'm sure that's hard to swallow.
This is a lot. I never thought he'd break like this, and it is by no means Colleen's fault. As far as I'm concerned, she hasn't said anything about him publicly post divorce. She also cannot control what people are saying to him, despite what his supporters believe. Her making a public statement would just make things worse.
What do you guys think? How long will the second video be on his channel for? Will Colleen react? Do you like my rants? This is something I've been anticipating for a long time, but I wasn't sure he'd ever actually do it-which I guess he still didn't, but we are one step closer.
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