After Sanctum (The 100)Bellarke fanfic

Lost and found

Bellamy spend the rest of the day getting himself busy, or trying to, which was somewhat problematic because everyone had left to planet Alpha, and they had taken with them a lot of blueprints and materials, which was mostly his job. He spend most of his day alone with his thoughts. Everytime he relived the conversation with Clarke he got madder, although he didn't know if it was at himself of at her. That couldn't even be call a conversation, Clarke just spoke and accepted that he was good with what she said, and he was left before he could say a word. He was pissed at himself for not act faster, after how she run away the last time he should have known better.

He was at the weapons room when Octavia found him. He was testing a gun and pointing it to the wall when he saw her. She was standing right in front of it, she showed up so suddenly that made him jump.

- OCTAVIA!!!- he shouted- you should know better than to put yourself in front of a gun. This is loaded.

- Jeez sorry- she said surprise for his outburst- someone is moody today. I just came in, you were aiming right next to the door.

- Sorry- said Bellamy- Sorry, is not you.

- What is with everyone that no one seems to have any patience today. Madi and Gaia fighting, Abby running from one run to another, Clarke been so absent minded to not noticed what she writes and lashing out at me for pointed it out, and then you have Indra with....

- wait , wait - he said interrupting her- go back what about Clarke?

- so that's all you pick up from all that I just said- she asked him an amused face, she knew what effects Clarke has on him, and her suspicions were confirmed when Bellamy turned around to avoid that she saw his face. - oh well she was taking notes of some things that were necessary in the kitchens, but she wrote berry's 10 times, and she kept at it without realizing, and when a pointed out casually she said to stop watching her. She apologized immediately too, but was so weird.

- Yeah it is weird- he said, so He wasn't the only one affected after all.

- So... what happened?- Octavia asked as she sat on the table in front of his brother, where a few gun were on , she grabbed one and started examining it.  Bellamy watched her as she was a lion that he didn't know how to approach and needed to be careful, he didn't answer right away, he wanted to talk with someone. - Come on , big brother talked to me, and for it seems it has to do with Clarke. No , don't try to deny it- when she saw he was gonna protests- I know how you get when you fight with Clarke.

Bellamy gave up on denying, so he just decided that his sister might as well be the right person to talk to. He had found a new room after the other night, after he briefly explained to Octavia that he had broke up with Echo and that's why he when to sleep there he left, and didn't have much of contact with her the past weeks as he was always busy.

- We didn't fight - he said covering his face with the hands and supporting his elbows on the table, he wasn't even sure how to start- quite the opposite actually.

- woah that explains a lot- Octavia said with all the sarcasm that she was capable to - is you don't want me to know the specifics is fine, but be clearer.

- Okey , well.... - he started incorporating-something happen , and every time we see each other she just... she runs, she said somethings and before I could object them she ran on me. I feel like I should give her time, but I also feels that that's the worst idea because we need to talk about it, it won't just go away, and I don't want it to go away.

- Okey.... so you right- she said, she could tell his brother had a mess in his head, and as always, Clarke was his weak point. That thought hurt a little when she think that before his weak point was her, his little sister.- For what you said Clarke is scared, and for what I saw she is not so good with just ignoring whatever is that happen either, she's struggling with this, maybe even more than you.

- So What do you think I should do?- he said, he hadn't thought about it that way, but he needed something to gave him some light on what to do, it was ironic that he was actually asking his sister for it.

- Don't give her a chance to run again- she said - approach directly and don't let her go until you resolve it. Bellamy, Clarke is no someone to run from trouble, but she doesn't want to face this, you need to find why.

- Yeah, you right- he said after a while- Thanks O. -he said with a little smile, he missed This, even when he didn't want to admit it , he missed his sister.

- Anytime Bell- she said with joy, that little smile gave her a warm that she was so desperately needing, she was getting her brother back. Maybe was a slow process, but it was something- So What do you say I help you check this guns- she said jumping off the table, and receiving a nod in return.

Clarke had had a really bad day , after patching Bellamy up, she went to her mom to help in the kitchen but Abby was running around trying to organize some of the rooms as, the workshop, the dinning room, the kitchen, and the bathrooms , and she wasn't allowing for any help or interruptions, even when Octavia was gonna asked her something she blew her off, so Clarke could just try to follow her around and see what she could do. But after two hours she got tired , she recognized this behavior on her mother, she was still coping with Kane's dead, and she was trying to get herself busy to numbed her thoughts, so she went to the kitchen to make a list of inventory. Although her head also betrayed her, and she didn't noticed how unfocused she was until Octavia pointed she had spelled a single word 10 times that she realized it, and she got so mad at herself that she lashed out at Octavia. Later, as if it wasn't enough Madi was screaming at Gaia, and when she try to see what was happening Madi run out to her room and locked herself up. By the time Clarke convinced her to open the door Madi had her eyes red of all the crying, and just she just wanted for Clarke to cuddle with her until she felt sleep. All that Clarke had father of her fight with Gaia was that it was about the flame, but Gaia was actually confused too on what had triggered Madi's anger, they were just talking about putting the flame back in and Madi started screaming. So that was an important subject for later. When Clarke went to the dinning room she was exhausted. She was talking with Gaia when they found him.

- ... I tell you Clarke was really alarming , only you can talk to her about it.

- I know, I know Gaia, I understand the importance of that, but Madi is not one to avoid things, she wasn't ready to talk. I will talk to her when she feels comfortable with it.

- Like Mother  like daughter as they say. Unfortunately, I am not as patient and not think that way on this- a voice said in front of them.

It was Bellamy who was in front of them, watching at Clarke with a contained expression.

- Bellamy... - Clarke started but he cut her off

- What Clarke I am not right?

- we already talked about this- she said in a whisper.

- No, you talked I didn't get the chance- he said not bothering in lower his voice.

Clarke watched Gaia, who looked confused.

- I am not talking about this with you in public- she said and try to turn to leave again.

- Perfect, bye Gaia - Bellamy grabbed her hand and dragged her with him, without caring about anyone, he took her to his room and locked the door behind them.