Inner Demons || Billie Joe Armstrong

Chapter 13

Today was the day that (Y/n) was leaving her home, and her town, for the foreseeable future to tour the world with Billie and Green Day, and she couldn't be more excited. She was leaving behind everything that she knew for the next 5, or more, months, to be the supportive girlfriend at the side of the stage every night as Billie sang his heart out, and the crowd screamed his lyrics back to him. Their suitcases were ready to pick up and leave at the correct opportunity. 

They were in bed together, when Billie's hand ran up and (Y/n)'s arm. "I can't believe that we leave today." He said. "I can't believe that people like our music enough to buy tickets to see us." He laughed, as she sat up to look at him properly. "Are you kidding?" (Y/n) asked, her hand placed gently on his chest. "Your music amazing, and it helps so many people. That's why people buy tickets, and turn up. Not to mention, you're pretty hot." Her fingers danced along his skin.  

"You flatter me." He smiled, kissing her. 

"I love you." (Y/n) told him, as he climbed on top of her, delicately planting kisses all over her body. "I love you too." He smiled. "I can't believe that you are coming with me." 

"I know, it feels like a dream."

"You're a dream." He replied, making her blush. The two of them remained in bed, before bringing themselves to get out. (Y/n) jumped in the shower, and got dressed, followed by Billie who did the same. 

She couldn't believe that this was your life;  (Y/n) was dating a famous musician, and she was going to travel the world with him. (Y/n) thought about her future, and her children. Obviously, her and Billie hadn't had 'the talk' about the possibility of having children together, but (Y/n) couldn't help but imagine herself, Billie, and their children travelling the world together. (Y/n) and their children, who look just like Billie, standing at the side of the stage, watching in awe at their father, as he mesmerises every crowd, and stands with such confidence. (Y/n) imagines the look on their face as they turn to her, and say 'I want to play music. I want to do what dad does.' These were the things that she couldn't wait for. "What are you thinking about?" Billie asks, pulling her back into reality. "Nothing important." She smiles, as he goes to kiss her, but he's interrupted by the sound of a car horn beeping outside. "Here we go." He smiled, quickly kissing her, before they both ran to the front door, pulling their suitcases behind him. They jumped into the car and were taken to the airport. Billie held her hand the entire way. "I don't believe that this is happening." Billie smiled. "Thank you for embracing this part of my life."

"Thank you for letting me." She smiled, before turning to look out of the window as they arrived at the airport. The driver helped to get their stuff out of the car, and they headed towards the plane, after going through the whole fuss that everyone does at the airport. Green Day may be famous, but even they don't get out of that. Billie remained by her side as they boarded the plane. (Y/n) sat in between Billie, and Ollie, who had agreed to come at last minute, and in front of Mike, and Tre. She knew that this flight was going to be fun. Green Day's manager was sat opposite Billie on the other aisle. 

As the plane begins to leave, (Y/n) place her headphones in; her phone was already on aeroplane mode; not that anyone was going to want to contact her anyway. It was at this moment that she thought about her mother, and she wondered what her mother was doing. She couldn't help but feel sad, for this had always been her mother's dream. She had wanted to travel, and when (Y/n) was younger, (Y/n) and her mother often made plans to travel when (Y/n) got older; but then everything changed as alcohol became her mother's best friend. 

The plane glided through the air, and (Y/n) took a deep breath. This was her life now, and she couldn't believe it. 

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Updated 2020