XXXTENTACION LOVE STORY|LIGHT OVER DARK💡

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1 year later.

INDIGO'S POV

It's been a year since I was kidnapped, I haven't smiled since that day, I haven't been the same since.

My father finally got me, ignoring his existence really sent him over the edge and he was determined to get what he wanted.

Me.

And he finally got it.

Shit has been hell here, I'm basically a fucking sex slave, I gotta cook all his meals for him, iron all his clothes, make sure the house is in order, i wasn't allowed to leave the house unless I had a shoot to go to, and I wasn't allowed to call him daddy as it reminds him that I was his blood so I have to call him by his real name lynton.

If I didn't follow his orders he would fuck my shit up, like real bad. I got bruises and shit all over my body, I gotta always keep covered because I hated looking at myself. I hated what I had become.

Vulnerable, weak, trapped, repulsive.

I feel like I no longer have control over my own body, my own mind. The voice's has been coming through but I've been trying to ignore them but things have been really hard without my medication.

I haven't heard from my ma, jah or my friends, in fact I haven't heard from anyone since I was forced to cut contact with everyone. I know were looking for me for the first couple months but I doubt they're still at it.

Maybe they have accepted the fact that I might be dead. I mean I feel dead so what the difference.

I still live in florida, just moved deeper into the central so I basically live in orlando.

I know jahseh had got out of jail a couple months ago, I miss him like crazy. I haven't seen him since that night he went to jail and that was over a year ago. He didn't want me coming up there because he didn't want me seeing him behind cells, typical of him but that's why I love him, even though I'm not sure he still feels the same way.

I have a secret instagram where I upload my picture's for modelling, my father would drop me back and forth to and from my shoots.

No I didn't end up going to newyork and I'm gutted about it. But I passed my exams with flying colours, my father got in contact with my school and they let me do my exams online.

I still keep an eye on my friends. Ski and jah are still bestfriends which I'm not surprised as they're glued to the hip, karma and willow are still close but I hardly ever see mia in their pictures anymore. I think they've had a falling out.

I check in on jah too, I know he's literally a megastar now, I'm so proud of what he has become, I can't even put it into words. Things are so different now.

I wonder if he still thinks about me...

Probably not, I've seen the groupies he's around and it breaks my heart. I've just got to move on. I HAVE to move on. For my own sanity.