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Leaving your best friend to die on earth was one of the hardest things you ever had to do. Clarke was the first person you saw when you went down there, jumping to the ground and staring at a map. The last time you saw her she had her hair was thrown up messily, sweat lining every inch of her face and she looked tired. And now she was dead.
Raven noticed you standing alone, staring out the window at the world burning below you. Coming up beside you, she budged you're shoulder, smiling as a you fought to provide one back to her.
She was everything you had left now. Clarke and Raven were what you had. Your best friend and girlfriend. You weren't going to leave Raven to die in that lab, no way in hell. You pushed to get the others to let you leave, to go after here, regardless of if you died on the way or with her at your side. You just needed to see her face, to kiss her again and to hold her in your arms. And you did, you got to. But with the others there, and with how smart Raven was. No one was going to die. She had a plan.
But Clarke did. You cared for her as much as Raven, and the fact that she was gone ripped you apart, and Raven knew that.
"Hey," she finally spoke, not directly to you, but to the window before the both of you. Instead of saying anything, you shut your eyes, trying to hold your tears in. There weren't any good options. You wouldn't leave Raven to die, but neither would Clarke, and she definitely wouldn't let you save her alone. It was either leave Raven to die alone, or you and the others go and saved her while Clarke died. You felt as if it couldn't of gone any other way, despite wanting it to.
"She's gone...we left her and nows she's dead," biting down into your quivering lip, a tear slipped down your cheek and immediately raven had you in her arms, your head to her chest as you guys stood alone. She ran her hands through your hair, not letting you leave from her embrace.
"Baby, listen to me alright," Raven pulled your away, bringing your face into your hands, "I know this is hard, and I...I miss her too, but we have to pull through this for her, alright?"
"I-I don't know how to do that," you could feel your chest tightening at the thought of moving on. From forgetting about your best friend and everything you guys went through. She was the first person to find out about you and Raven. She would sit and listen to you talk about her for hours.
You sniffled and then continued, "that night, right after you kissed me, I ran to tell her. I was freaking out 'cause of how much I liked you and she laughed and...and she told me she was happy for me. And when we'd fight, she'd talk to me, and help me see that we were usually just being stupid." A broken laugh escaped before the tears came flooding back, making it difficult to speak.
"Y/N, I got you, alright. Through this and everything, you hear me?" She said softly, as her heart broken with each tear that fell. You tried to steady your breathing enough to speak. "Really?"
"Always," she brought your head back into her chest, holding onto you in a comforting way, "and I'm never letting you go. I can't lose you too."
[A/N] this is kinda short?? but wow look at me writing ones for people other than clarke 👀 my gifs also seem not to be working so idk when my next little one shot will be because i had one for bellamy ready to go but it also wasn't working??
