The Tree 》l.s *boyxboy* ✅

Chapter 42 ~ Decisions

It was difficult to care for a two month old baby with a broken arm, I didn't enjoy injuring myself, but it seems like I'm great at it. It wasn't that hard at work, I injured my left arm and I'm right handed.

The only other thing that annoyed me with this broken arm was the fact sex was hard. Only because of the sling I had to keep it in 24/7. 

"Fuck sake" I groaned and pushed Harry off me. "I can't do this" I groaned. Harry rolled his eyes and slumped on the bed.

"Come on Lou, it's not that bad" I eyed him.

"It is" he rolled his eyes. "Hey, it's annoying when I can't move my fucking arm" 

"Then don't lie down" he stated. "Ride me, we've done that before" he said as if it were obvious. 

"No. I don't want to anymore" I sounded like a stubborn child and I couldn't care less. "The moment's been ruined" 

Harry just shook his head and climbed out of the bed, he pulled up his boxers and headed for the door. I looked at his back, waiting for him to say something, like, where he was going. When he reached the door and didn't say anything I decided to ask. 

"Hey. Where are you going?" he stopped at the door. 

"To the bathroom, so I can shower and deal with the problem you gave me" he walked out without another word and left me alone in bed. 

I face palmed myself. I can't believe I'm such an idiot. It seems like all I do lately is stuff up between us, and I'm scared one day he'll get sick of me and leave. It seems that's what's going to happen.

I sat up in bed and looked around. I can't imagine my life without him, if something were to happen between us, or to him, I think I would die. I wouldn't be able to cope without him. 

From the other room I heard Mikayla crying and Jade's pleas for her to stop. Sighing, I climbed out bed, pulled up my pants and went to help the situation. 

"She's not taking the bottle" Jade groaned. "You try" she pretty much shoved her into my arms then handed me the bottle and burping towel.

"Okay" I said awkwardly. I held her in my arms and she looked up, still oblivious to the world around her. I put the bottle near her mouth and she took it greatfully.

"How'd you do that?" I looked up at her while Mikayla sucked at the bottle. "Anyway what's wrong with Harry?" I sighed and looked down at the baby girl in my eyes. She was beautiful, she had a mixture of Harry and Jade, Harry's beautiful green eyes, and the black locks of Jade's hair were coming through. 

"I think he's upset that I didn't want to have s-e-x with him" I spelt out the word. Mikayla's only two months but I still don't want her listening to words and maybe saying them one day. 

"Oh. Because of your arm?" I nodded. "He'll be fine" I nodded. I know he will be, it's just whether he's still fine with me. 

"I feel like I'm doing everything wrong, like everything I say and do is wrong. It started with his mum, and now it's moved on to this" I sighed dramatically and moved the bottle away from Mikayla's mouth. "I'm scared he'll leave me" 

Jade's facial expression softened. "He won't. He loves you" I smiled. "Here. Let me burp her" I nodded and let her take her out of my arms. 

"Drink? I'm thirsty" she nodded. 

"Louis, I was wondering" Jade said as she followed me into the kitchen. She sat down at the table and continued to rub the back of Mikayla. "I love Mikayla a-"

"You don't want to ditch her with us do you? I thought you wanted this" I pulled my head out of the fridge holding two bottles of water. 

"No, I mean yes. Yes I do want this. I just..." I looked her impatiently. "I want another kid" I dropped the bottles of water to the floor and Jade looked at me. I stared back at her in shock.