Sienna Asma

Dust Trail

Theo

I'm downstairs reading when Sienna comes out the elevator. The few tendrils of blonde curls, there seem to be more than last time though, and the rest of her chocolate hair are in a tight bun. A tight tank top and tight shorts, that leave nothing to imagination, adorn her body. She looks like she's about to seduce someone and I get excited. That excitement falls when she walks right past.

"Babygirl, where you going?" I call out, but she keeps walking.

"Dimples?" Cole asks.

We hear the front door shut and we eye each other. After Cole came home from her date with Sienna, we had been relaxing on the couch. Sienna had claimed she was exhausted, so we left her alone.

But now, she's leaving?

"Should we follow her?" I don't want violate her privacy but she's acting weird.

"I don't... yes," Cole makes the decision for us.

I throw on a pair of running shoes and we go outside. Sienna's body is illuminated by the moonlight and she stretches her body high. I watch as she leans down and stretches her legs. Then she gets into a running stance and zooms off. One moment she's there, the next she's gone.

"Come on!" Cole yells making his way towards his motorcycle.

"Uh, What?" I pause eyeing the dangerous vehicle.

"Babe, now is not the time to be afraid of this. We need to find her."

I nod my head and hesitantly get on the bike. I wrap my arms around Cole's strong torso and squeeze tight. Cole starts the bike making vibrations roll through me. The trees pass by quickly as Cole follows the literal dust trail Sienna left behind.

We follow her all the way to a building. Neon purple lights decorate the nightclub called 'Deja Vu.'

"Why would Sienna be here?" Cole voices my question aloud. I get a sick feeling and get off the motorcycle.

Please. Please.

I don't know what I'm begging for. For Sienna to have a good reason why she's here, for it to not be what I think it is, for everything to be okay...

For me to be okay.

Please. Please.

We walk in and we're plunged into a red toned atmosphere that feels ominous. I grab Cole's hand as my eyes search the area. Finally, I spot the bright curls that signify Sienna. I immediately wish I hadn't though. She's sitting on top of a good-looking man. He has light blond hair that matches Sienna's, and his brown eyes take in all of her.

I know Cole has spotted her because he charges in her direction but I pull him back. "Wait."

I want to see what exactly is going on before we rush in. I get my wish when Sienna pulls the man up by his hand and they walk away.

"Come on," I say softly, pulling him in their direction.

We move through the gyrating bodies and finally we come across the hallway they went into. Already, I know this will be bad. Couples are practically have sex against the walls.

Please don't be here.

I spot the man and Sienna. My world goes into tunnel vision. My body goes cold as my stomach does millions of flips. If it weren't for Cole's strong hand in mine, I'd breakdown crying.

The man kisses Sienna hungrily. She moans into his mouth as their tongues twirl.

"I missed you so much," she breathes against him.

"Then stay with me baby. No one has ever made me feel this way." The man kisses and sucks on her neck.

"Not yet, babe. I'm almost free."

A cry comes from my mouth drawing the couple's eyes to Cole and I. Sienna's eyes are all gold but I can't focus on that. All I can see is the woman I gave my heart to stomping and dragging it through the dirt.

"Oh, hey," she gives a wave with an evil smirk. I had never seen this side of her before. This seems to be my normal though. I never truly know who I've given my heart to.

"What the fuck, Sienna?" Cole shouts, seething.

"No fucking happened yet. You guys interrupted." The woman I love, the woman who made me happy, the woman who was my pet, my babygirl turns back to the man and kisses him passionately. Passion that I don't even know is real or fake. She kissed us like that, what if that was all fake?

What if everything was fake?

Cole growls but surprisingly, he turns away from the scene.

"I hate you." I turn away to and follow after the man I love.

"Cole-"

"Don't, Theo," he dismisses making me hurt even more.

He gets onto the bike and I follow on. The ride back was blurry tears in my eyes. All I can imagine is what I'd tell Dom and Dean.

"Cole, what are we gonna do?" I ask after straight silence for the past ten minutes. We've been standing in front of the door and I can tell he's as terrified as I am.

"We'll tell them tomorrow morning," he grumbles finally opening the door. I want to ask why, but Mia standing in front of us stops me.

"Hey, what's wrong?" Her eyes flick back and forth between us.

That simple question made me break down and I fall into Mia's arms. She shushes me and rubs my back. "Hey, it'll be okay."

I pull back and take a good look at the woman I used to love. Hell, I still love her. She was my wife. And sure, she hurt Dom in a terrible way, but she never hurt me...

"Mia," I say hoarsely. I need comfort. Only love can bring me comfort.

"I got you, baby," she brings her lips down and I reconnect with my past love. I expect to feel guilt, but it never comes. Sienna cheated on us. She cheated and used us. I don't deserve this. None of us deserve this. That's why I pull Cole towards Mia. He comes hurriedly and captures Mia's lips. Watching them kiss doesn't feel as good as when I watched Sienna and Cole kiss or any of my other guys kiss. But, this is all I can get for now. And I want to feel good.

Even if I can't express my love for Cole tonight.

"Let's go to Cole's room, my loves," Mia suggests.

Cole and I file into the elevator with Mia, not knowing how big of the mistake we were making was.