Sienna Asma

Do it All Again

Sienna

I watch Asma walk away with the dark-skinned man. I'm guessing he's Kamar. The way she's looking at him proves how much she cares about him, and I'm glad that worked in our favor. She seems to have given up, but I'm still skeptical. Nonetheless, fatigue is quickly setting as she gets further and further away.

My body sways slightly and I grab onto Theo for support. "I'm tired," I mumble, looking up at him. My eyelids feel entirely too heavy and I can't even think.

He scoops me up easily and kisses my forehead. "Go to sleep, Babygirl. We're right here."

With him holding me, I close my eyes and rest. Finally, I'm free of the ever-present Soldier in my head. The feeling of being alone is foreign, but welcome. I can sleep without worrying about someone taking over my body.

As I sleep, my body is jostled around. Voices filter through my dreamless state and my environment changes. I open my eyes for a moment and see Dom packing our bags. I'm in Cole's arms and Dean is talking animatedly, his mouth moving too fast for me to decipher his words. When Cole notices I'm awake, he smiles down at me. I smile back sleepily, and close my eyes once again.

The next time I wake up, I'm in Dean's arms. The four of my guys are standing in front of Joya's door. They're speaking with her, their words jumbling together in my sleep-riddled brain. I don't care about their conversation though and I fall back asleep.

I wake up once again due to my ears popping. I'm strapped in a seat on what appears to be a plane. I look over at Dom who smiles warmly at me.

"Where are we going?" I ask, though I don't care for the answer.

He rubs my hand softly. "Home, Princess."

Content, I let out a small sigh and go back to sleep.

*

I can't help but run out the car once Dom parks at our house. My heart speeds up when the door opens and Alexis runs out. Matt isn't too far behind them and Lisa comes out next.

"Sienna!" Alexis squeals, wrapping their arms around me.

I squeeze them tight and then I give Matt a hug. "Did you miss me?" I ask the two of them.

"No," Matt scoffs, shaking his head.

Alexis rolls their eyes and nods excitedly. "Of course, but you look exhausted."

Still? I slept for at least a full day. There's no way I still look bad.

An arm wraps around my neck and lips are pressed against my forehead. "Well, I could sleep for a week," Dean says.

I smile in agreement and shrug. "We deserve it."

"Thanks Sienna and Dean," Cole shouts from behind us, holding lots of bags. "These aren't heavy at all."

Dean chuckles and winks at me. "You just look so good carrying them, babe."

Cole glares at Dean and I laugh freely. I leave Dean's side and help Cole with the bags. We carry our bags into the house and CJ comes running towards me. Completely forgetting our stuff, I drop the bags and run to my beloved dog.

"Hi! Hi, CJ! I missed you!" I squeal, rubbing his fur excitedly. He licks all over my face and I laugh deliriously. I've missed CJ so much and I will never part from him again.

Dom leans down beside me and pets CJ softly. "Princess, lets go upstairs. We're all tired."

I let go of CJ and grab the bags again. I go over to the elevator, Theo, Dom, Cole and Dean behind me. We file in, and the elevator heads for my floor. Collectively, we all drop our bags by the elevator and then, we all silently go to my room. One-by-one, we drop onto my bed, all of us on top of each other. None of us say anything about how uncomfortable we are. Instead, we all exist peacefully together.

"Let's go to the beach tomorrow," Theo suggests.

That's sound like a wonderful idea, and I find myself giggling at it. These past few months have been utter hell. Doing something as carefree as hanging out at the beach sounds like heaven.

My guys begin to join in on my laughter, though I'm sure they don't know why I'm laughing. They sound relieved, exhausted, and happy. It's music to my ears, and tears slowly fill my eyes.

Dean notices and quickly wipes my eyes. He frowns thoughtfully before smirking. "We don't have to go to the beach, if you don't want us to. You don't have to cry."

I roll my eyes, his familiar playfulness threatening to make me cry more. "I just love you guys."

"I love you, too."

"We love you, too."

"I love you more."

"Love you, too."

Four different voices answer, in four different ways, in a chorus of love. After everything we've been through, my guys have stuck by my side. I can't thank them enough for not abandoning me.

"I'm sorry," I whisper, weariness making my voice small.

Dom pops his head up to look at me. "There's morning to be sorry for."

I nod my head and squeezed my eyes shut. "There is. I put you guys through so much-"

"And we'd do it all again for you in a heartbeat, Dimples," Cole interrupts, gazing at me. His eyes full of adoration are so different than when he used to hate me.

Though I appreciate his assurance, I still feel awful. We've all been through the ringer. If they had never met me, they wouldn't have gone through so much pain.

"Sienna," Dom says seriously. He's staring intently, as though I must believe what he's about to say. "Meeting you was the best thing that ever happened to us. You gave us closure, brought us closer together, and loved us. You continue to love us and make our days brighter. Don't doubt for a second that we regret anything."

I bite my lip to stop myself from crying. My tired brain can't handle an emotional meltdown. "I don't regret anything either," I mumble, wiping my face harshly. "And... it'd be great if we could all be together again. You know, as a couple. I know last time, we weren't together for long, but..." I trail off, not wanting to speak anything bad into existence. I believe my guys and I are fully free and shall live happily together. We have to.

Theo smirks adorably at me. "Of course we'll be with you, Sienna. You think after all that fighting that we'd leave you?"

"I'm offended," Dean pouts.

Cole nods in agreement. "Yeah, we're better than that.

I sit up slightly to kiss Dean's pout. "Yes, you guys are."

"Now that we figured that out," Dom says, grunting as he stretches. "I'm gonna go to sleep."

We all agree that yes, we all need sleep. However, I'm half under Theo and half on top of Cole. This is very uncomfortable.

"Maybe we should fix ourselves?" I suggest. Snores answer my question though. It seems that my men are comfortable enough to fall asleep. Based on my eyes fluttering close, I'd say I'm cozy enough to sleep too. I mean how could I not be with four amazing, loving presences surrounding me.

A/N: Almost done guys🖤