A/N: Might be a tad bit of homophobia. It's Mia and who knows what's gonna fly out the whore's mouth.
Cole
I feel... disgusting, terrible, horrible, sick... I can go on and on. Last night was the worst night of my life. From the moment we followed Sienna, to falling in bed with Mia. That was low of the low and I regret every single thing I did last night.
I look over at Theo who's staring at the door. He hasn't moved since he told Sienna to leave. I can clearly see him shaking, but I won't touch him. I haven't touched him in hours, which is the longest I've ever gone. Mia made sure we were on opposite ends last night when we... had sex. And she slept in between us as we slept. I so badly want to cry in his arms and kiss him, but I feel vile. Like I don't deserve to touch him nor the others. I know who Mia is. I know she's homophobic and she fucked up Dom. I know she's an awful person, and yet I kissed her. And yet, I slept with her and cheated on Dean and Dom. How can I look at them and tell them I love them, but I had sex with Dom's torturer?
"Alright guys. How about we get breakfast?" Mia suggests cheerfully. She crawls on the bed and reaches for me.
"Don't touch me," I growl grabbing her wrist.
"Babe?" She asks, pissing me off. She doesn't have the right to call me that. I don't love her anymore. I don't understand how she could still love us anyways. It's so obvious we're all desperately in love with Sienna.
But she cheated on us.
"This is done, Mia. This shouldn't have happened. I don't love you," I state for her clearly. Each word that comes out my mouth obviously hurts her. Her smile falls slowly until tears fill her eyes. I feel guilt, but that adds onto the other horrible feelings I'm feeling. I used her to get over my heartbreak, she used our despair to try to work her way into our heart. In the end, neither worked.
I get up and grab Theo's wrist. His eyes flick up to mine as he mirrors my emotions.
"I'm sorry," I whisper, but I'm not sure who to.
Mia thinks it's her. "It's okay. You're obviously still in love with her. I can wait. I've waited five years already." She smiles and takes off my shirt making me look away. "Here you go."
I grab the shirt and put it on. We get dressed silently and awkwardly, everyone averting their eyes. Then, we make our way to the elevator. The doors open revealing Dean who's smile immediately falls.
"Why are you?..." he starts looking at Mia. Dread fills at having to confess to him. "It doesn't matter. Have you seen, Pancake? She was supposed to come get you guys. Dom made her favorite and I haven't seen her."
Anger replaces all other emotions at mention of the woman I love. She doesn't deserve Dean's concern or Dom's cooking. She used and cheated on us without any hesitation. She's despicable, and I won't expose her until we're all together.
No one responds as we get into the elevator. No one talks when we sit down. It's still silent as Dom passes out plates. His hand wobbles when he hands Mia hers and regret bubbles up.
"Sienna cheated on us last night," Theo yells when Dom is seated.
I watch Dean and Dom's faces crumble. "What?" They whisper simultaneously.
"She's been cheating on us for awhile. We followed her last night and she was all up on some man. She was using us and now she's done with us."
Hearing Theo voice the reality makes me cry. I've been nothing but angry lately, so I haven't cried. But seeing Dom look broken, breaks me.
"She wouldn't do that," Dean says quietly.
"She did. So they slept with me last night. They needed comfort," Mia says casually.
"What!" This time Dom is shouting as he scoots his chair back. "You did what?" He looks between the two of us.
Dean shakes his head mumbling no. I nod my head while Theo whispers in agreement.
"We didn't mean to. We regret it," I add slightly.
"How could you!" Dean shouts now. He stands up from his chair and slams his hands down.
"We were hurting! She was there! We know we were wrong!" Theo stands, yelling.
"And yet you still did it. You forgot about the two other people you're in a fucking relationship with!" Dom points out.
"I don't think it's that bad. Gay relationships aren't real," Mia shrugs.
Dean snarls. "Shut the fuck up you homophobic bitch. Our relationship is realer than whatever the hell we had with you!"
"Oh, please. You all love me. I'm your wife." Mia folds her arms after spitting out that completely inaccurate statement.
"You stopped being our wife the moment you let our baby die and stayed away. We love Sienna."
I want to disagree with Dom. But, I can't. I am completely in love with Sienna and that's why it hurts so much that she cheated. That she doesn't feel the same.
"I-"
"Sienna!" Theo is interrupted by Alexis' bloodcurdling scream ringing through the house.
Dom, Theo, Dean and I rush to the elevator simultaneously. The horror, urgency, and panic was evident in Alexis' voice. My heart beats wild at the thought of what I'll see.
Please be okay.
I don't care what Sienna did to me. I still love her and when she leaves, I'll wish her the best. I definitely don't want her to die.
But she had other plans.
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