Life is Complicated *BoyxBoy*

Chapter~Nine~

Zeke’s P.O.V

After the whole standing alone in living room and looking like a lost rabbit, I was finally in the guest room. December didn’t want me to be alone, but I didn’t want her to feel like she had to be with me 24/7 even if she is my best friend.

Even though I suppose to be asleep, it was kind of hard. I couldn’t stop thinking about him. Why?

I decide it was useless on trying to fall asleep, so I got up. When I looked at the clock that was on the nightstand it said it was 4:58 in the morning. Maybe I should go see the sunrise.

I made my way down the stairs, once I reach the last step I could hear loud snoring. I made my way towards it was coming from, which was behind a door that probably leads down the basement.

Should I or shouldn’t I? No it’s not my house and not to mention, Keagan and Codie might kick my ass for accidently waking them up. Since I’m in the kitchen I might as well look for...something caught at the corner of my eye while I was walking towards the fridge.

 It wasn’t a person I know that because I just remember why I came downstairs for, to watch the sunrise. What caught my eye was that a door led towards the back yard, but what was in view was a trampoline.

I never been on one, but hey what’s the harm with just sitting on it while the sunrise. 

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So here I am, watching the sunrise. By myself, yeah like that doesn’t sound like a loser. I could see the sun peeking out from behind the horizon. The colors were miraculous.

I was so wrap up in my own little world, that I didn’t hear a door open and shut. That was until the trampoline bounced a little. I felt my eyes go wide with fright and my breathing hitch somewhat.

“Sorry of I startled you,” the voice that I thought was made with velvet say to me. Ok maybe not so velvety as I like to think more rough and sexy at the same time. Oh who am I kidding, his voice would be able to turn on anyone. Never mind forget I thought that.

“No that’s ok,” I finally answer him once my heart finally settle down. Stryker finally settle himself on the trampoline beside me.

“So what brings you out here,” ok I could just hit my head against a brick wall. He let a little laugh escape from his soft looking lips. Great way to embarrass yourself Zeke you deserve a pat on the back.

“Well considering it’s my house and yard I should ask you that”

“Oh um...you know just watching the sunrise”

It was silent for awhile ‘til my stupid mouth couldn’t keep itself shut, “so the kid is he....”

“What Danny, no he’s my brother.”

“Oh” wow do I feel like an idiot so much for being smart.

“So you’re smart,” great he’s probably going to ask me do his homework or worse.

“Yeah and no I won’t do your homework or anything else for that matter,” I said in a clip and clam voice I never knew I had.

I saw him from the corner of my eye looking at me, what didn’t expect to come was him laughing. Was he laughing at me?

“You....thought I .....want......you............” he was speaking between laughs. I was looking straight ahead. Hey I was determine to see the sunrise. Just like when I was little when me and my grandpa use to do. We only watch the sunrise during my summer breaks.

“Ok what’s so funny?”

“You” I turn my head to face him only to find Stryker’s face near me. When did he get close? I turn right back to look at the now almost fully sun.

We were back to silence again.

“I use to like watching the sunrise, but not anymore.” Why is he telling me this?

“I still do if even if it means that I have to get up only to realise that nothing is ever the same once you have went to sleep. Without the dark how could there be light and without light there would be no sunlight.”

“What do you mean?” he sounded curious.

“What I mean is that we could never get what we want from life unless we go through some dark times, once through the dark can we only see the light.”

I closed my eyes to breathe in the morning dew. I love the smell. Something land on my hand so I tried shrugging it off, but then it start to lace my fingers. What the...? I looked down at my hand to see that it wasn’t something. It was Stryker’s hand. I let a little smile grace my lips.

He wasn’t saying anything just holding my hand.

“Zeke?” I look towards him only to see him looking scared.

He can’t be scared of me he’s the badass of the school, the bad boy, the only bad boy I know that.......my rants were cut off with his lips lightly touch mine. I was right his lips a soft.

I didn’t know what to do, so I went with instinct. I put little pressure on his lips.

Pretty soon it went from one innocent kiss to a fully blown out make out.

 His tongue was fighting for dominance, but apparently my tongue wants to win, which sadly it didn’t. So I just let him explore the crevice of my mouth. My arms somehow found their way around his neck and my hands were softly going through his hair. What I heard come from his mouth was the sexiest sound I had ever heard. He moans into mouth, his one hand was slowly caressing my sides, while the other was one my hip. The hand that going up and down my side was slowly making it’s towards my boxer line. Warning bells were going off inside my head.

My body was saying yes, while my head was screaming no. One thing’s for sure though I push Stryker off me and ran. I didn’t want it to go that far. I ran back into the house and into the guest room.

Once I got in I shut the door and slid down it. I just kissed Stryker Rivera. Not only kiss, but made out with him. What if this some kind of sick joke or some dare the other’s put him up to? And what if December was in on it and she was only pretending to be my best friend?

I don’t realize I was crying until I felt the tears drops landed on my hand. I just got up and made my way to the bed. I cried myself to sleep for the first time in my entire life.