Leashed Heart

Chapter 24

(Chaste's POV)

Isang linggo naming in-ensayo ang ginawa kong kanta at ngayon naman ay handa na kaming i-record ito. Performance music video ang na-isip naming concept. Skyler is included in the music video but his identity will stay hidden.

Now playing: Please don't leave me now by The Knights

I'm driving home with all the past
Chillin' dark and dead
It's frustrating
As the road pass by I'm alone
My eyes feel like they're burning
But I'm just crying

I deserve it just right
For hurting you
And for leaving you all alone
In the midst of the blazing fire

I hate myself for what I did
I'm truly sorry
Please love me back again
And please don't leave me now

Am I suppose to call your name?
The walls you build blocks my voice
It makes it harder to reach you
But I'll keep trying
I will try to break your walls
Just to touch you

I hate myself for what I did
I'm truly sorry
Please love me back again
And please don't leave me now
Don't leave me now

'Cause I'm yours
It might kill me if you're gone
I'm begging you to love me back
Again

I regret what I did, I regret leaving you
And now that I'm back, I won't let you go
Punch me, kick me
Do whatever you will
I won't let you go again, not this time

I hate myself for what I did
I'm truly sorry
Please love me back again
And please don't leave me now
Don't leave me now

'Cause I'm yours
It might kill me if you're gone
I'm begging you to love me back
Again

[[Author's note: The lyrics in this chapter are written by me. Happy reading.]]

Habang kinakanta ko ang ginawa kong kanta hindi ko maiwasang maging emotional. This is not a heavy metal song but this is the heaviest song that we ever perform. Sa bawat lyrics na binibitawan ko naaalala ko ang mga panahong "akin" pa siya. Sa bawat pag-pikit ng mata ko ay imahe niya ang nakikita ko.

I remember what happened years ago...

...the first time I met her.

Flashback...

Isang araw, tumakas ako para mag-practice sa isang tagong lugar sa isang park. Pagkatapos ko tumugtog ay bumalik ako sa BM Entertainment ngunit napansin kong nawawala ang guitar pick ko na galing kay Mr. Miller kaya naman bumalik ako sa park. Hindi ko na nahanap ang guitar pick ko but I found something more valuable than a piece of plastic, I found "her" instead. Umiiyak siya sa ilalim ng puno kung saan ako nag-ensayo. Napansin kong may hawak siya sa mga kamay niya, isang puting notebook.

Dahan-dahan akong lumapit sa kanya, "uhm excuse me?" nahihiyang tanong ko sa kanya... Nang i-angat niya yung mukha niya, I saw the most beautiful face I've ever seen. Para bang isa siyang maamong tupa pero nagkamali ako. As soon as she saw me, she threw curses at me then...

...I fell in love with her the first time I saw her.

"GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE M*TH*RF*CK*R!!! I don't want anybody here!!! Get the f*ck out of here!!!"

"EDI AALIS!!!" Sigaw ko pabalik sa kanya at tinalikuran ko siya. Napatigil ako sa pag lalakad dahil parang may nag-uudyok sa akin na bumalik.