jack gilinsky imagines

it's you pt 2

"you're always so damn insecure!" jack yells, furiously brushing back his hair.

"well i'm fucking sorry if it bothers me that my boyfriend spent the entire fucking time at the party flirting with his ex girlfriend!" i yell back.

these days, i couldn't bring up even a sliver of my concerns to jack about anything to do with our relationship, or else he'd turn it into a 3 round fight.

"y/n, we have been through this a hundred times now. what can't you get?"

"the fact that you always go back to flirting with her, knowing that i get insecure."

he sits down on the kitchen chair and sighs.

"you wanna know something? when me and madison were together, she never brought up the fact that i had friends outside of her group. it's only you who's so damn caught up with the fact that every guy must be like your ex." he says in a leveled voice.

i had nothing to say.

he's been flirting with her for so long. it's like, he's not even my boyfriend anymore. everywhere i go, with everything we do, all i hear about is madison.

"ok, then go be with her, if you can't deal with my dumb ass insecurities. go fuck her the way you've been dying to since you two broke up." i slightly yell, the tears now flowing down my face like a river.

"well maybe i fucking will. god knows how much better her love and sex was to me." he screams out, losing all control.

it was quiet enough to hear a pin drop. he realizes what he just said and looks up, his eyes red and face filled with regret.

i knew he said things he didn't mean when he's angry but this? this had gone too far.

i simply nod and walk upstairs, not saying a word.

as i'm packing my things and getting ready to leave, he comes up.

i look at him for a second and see his eyes had gotten so puffy from crying. for a second, i wanted to jump into him and kiss him, something that always helped calm him down.

"y/n, listen-" he starts

i clear my throat and hopes he gets the message.

"i didn't mean any of it. i love you." he says in a sad voice.

"jack, i really don't wanna talk right now." i say, quiet.

i zip up my suitcase and try to leave but jack stops me.

"this just can't be the end of us." he whimpers.

i look up at him and my eyes graze his face. his eyes that could always display him emotions and all i saw in them right now was sadness. deep and utter sadness. his lips were quivering just the slightest, and i knew he was ready to burst into tears at any moment.

i didn't wanna leave him. i love him with all of my heart and i know how he is and how he says things he doesn't mean sometimes but-

"then how come it is?" i say with a shaky voice, my eyes looking into his.

his eyes well up and i have to look away. I hate seeing him like this.

i get to the front door with him coming up behind me.

"y/n, please listen to me."

"jack, please."

"but it's you." he says

i look at him, puzzled.

"it's you who i wanna wake up to every morning. it's you who's laugh i wanna hear whenever i say or do something dumb. it's you who i wanna kiss every single moment of every single day. it's you who i wanna spend the rest of my life with. i can't do this without you." he says, his tears slipping down his face.

i wipe away my tears.

i can't leave him. i don't want to. but he has to fight for me now. i can't go back to him, knowing he might still wanna be with her.

"well you're gonna have to learn how." i say and i leave, shutting the door behind me.

ok maybe this series of flash imagines is gonna have 4 parts instead of 3 cause i literally just came up with another element. but if u don't get what i'm doing, i'm taking the quote/song title "it's you" and applying it to different "stages" of y/n and jack's relationship. it's a flash series which means there's like less than 5 parts and they're not as lengthy as other imagines. hope u guys enjoy cause i love doing this.