Not So Fine | Yoonmin

Chapter 14

Jimin POV

"How'd it go yesterday, hyung?" Jungkook asks curiously as he takes his seat next to me in my studio. Luckily, Taemin just left five minutes ago to head off for an interview, so I won't get in trouble for being so close to Kookie.

"Fucking terrible." I mutter dejectedly, still not over just how poorly it had ended. I know I didn't go into it with the thought of getting him back, but after he talked about proposing and showing me the ring and kissing me... I really hoped that I'd get him back. That I'd get my life back.

"Why so bad? You were supposed to get his side of it didn't you?" Kookie questions in confusion.

"He didn't do it, Jungkook. He... Yoongi was going to propose that night... I didn't believe him but he showed me the box, wanted me to have the ring since he wouldn't be able to use it and didn't want anyone else to have it. I-I tried to get him back. I want him back so fucking badly, Kookie, but he refused. He kept saying we couldn't be together and that we couldn't do this anymore. I-I thought he was talking about Taemin, so I told him I'd call him up and end it right there, but he refused. He kept saying he loves me, but I don't fucking get it. How can he say that and then turn around and say we can't be together?" I cry weakly, still feeling crushed from his refusals.

"Maybe he has his reasons, hyung. I would be a little hesitant to get back into a relationship that quickly too, especially after everything that's happened publicly with the both of you. He may not be ready after all the shit publicity the media's given him, he may still be unsure that you trust him or that he can trust you right now to believe him if anything were to happen again. I think you just need to give him some time right now. I'm sure he wasn't expecting you to waltz right over there after that interview he had along with the media posting your nudes everywhere and blaming it on him." Jungkook says gently, placing a hand on my shoulder.

I sigh, rubbing my hands over my face as I nod, hoping with everything in me that he's right.

There's a sudden knock at the door though that pulls us from conversation, my head snapping in the direction of the door. I frown at the fact that whoever it is doesn't just come straight in, everyone around here does that anymore, and I have to actually call for whoever this person is to come inside.

What I'm not expecting to see though, is Kim Namjoon entering my studio, the one that had started that recording label up with Yoongi hyung just a couple weeks ago now. He looks weighed down though, expression very serious.

"I'm sorry if I'm interrupting something. This is quite important though." The elder says softly, looking between the two of us.

"You're not interrupting anything. Please, what can I do for you?" I respond curiously. Namjoon glances wearily at Jungkook before returning his gaze to me.

"It's about Min Yoongi." Namjoon answers quietly, seemingly trying to gauge for some sort of reaction. I bite my lip as I lower my gaze a bit, not being able to help myself at the sinking feeling in my chest.

"It's just Jungkookie, he can stay. You can discuss this with the both of us. Please, have a seat." I tell him just as quietly as I nod towards the plastic chair on the other side of the somewhat small studio room. I watch as he takes his seat, running a hand over his pant leg before glancing up at the both of us.

"I don't know if either of you know exactly who I am. I'm Kim Namjoon though, Yoongi's friend. He... I know you went and visited him yesterday, Jimin. He told me what happened between the two of you, I had been there on the phone with him that night everything went to hell between you both. My understanding is that you want to get back together with Yoongi, correct?" Namjoon hyung begins formally.

"Yeah. We had... somewhat of a discussion over it yesterday, but he refused. I don't really know what's going on at this point, because I really thought that it'd be just as much of what he'd want considering how much he kept saying he loves me." I answer reluctantly.

"That's why I'm here. Yoongi doesn't know that I came here, but I don't want to sit by and watch the both of you suffer and put yourselves through more pain than what's necessary. Jimin, please don't doubt hyung. He really does love you more than life itself. He loves you more than he loves music. Yoongi does want to be with you, I guarantee there isn't a single second that goes by that he isn't wishing that everything had turned out differently for the two of you. He didn't think he would have the chance to have you back, Jimin."