Not So Fine | Yoonmin

Chapter 16

Jimin POV

My eyes widen in mild fear as I slowly turn my gaze towards the door to my studio where my current boyfriend is located. I can see the anger in his eyes, and I don't want to begin to imagine just what exactly is going through his head right now. I don't know what he's heard, but I don't have to question about the fact that he's definitely angry about me having two other guys in here right now. I bite my lower lip lightly for a moment before taking a deep breath, hoping this doesn't quickly become a mess.

"I'm breaking up with you, Taemin. I'm sorry, you're a great person, hyung, but I just can't do it." I tell him quietly, nervous for how that's going to bode over for him.

"No you're not. You're not breaking up with me, Park Jimin. We've been together for two weeks already and I'm not letting you throw us away that quickly." Taemin says with a small glare.

"Hyung, I'm sorry but I can't be with you. I wanted to try so badly, hyung, I really did. I'm still in love with Yoongi hyung though and that's not fair to you." I counter softly. Though, what I wasn't expecting was for him to smack me across the face.

"Are you that stupid to want to go back to someone who betrayed you like that, Jimin? Someone who can't respect your privacy? He doesn't fucking deserve you, Jimin. He doesn't deserve you, I do." Taemin growls darkly.

"Leave me alone, Taemin. I don't love you and I never will. You're a great person but I can't be with you. I love Yoongi and I know him. I know he didn't do those things to me. Now get out of my studio." I snap, earning me another smack.

"You'll fucking regret this, Jimin." Taemin threatens before storming out of the room. I let out a quiet sigh once he's slammed the door shut behind him, leaving the three of us in here alone once more. Feeling mildly defeated, I reluctantly sit back down in my desk chair, not bothering to look over at the two boys in here with me.

"Has he hit you before, Jimin?" Namjoon finally speaks up first, voice quiet as he does. I don't look up at him as I shake my head. Taemin has never laid a hand on me like that before.

"Look, Jimin, I didn't come here to cause any trouble with anyone. I thought it was only fair that you know Yoongi's reasoning behind why he kept refusing you yesterday. I don't know how much worse it's gotten since he was diagnosed, I don't know if he's been taking chemo for it or not, and I have no idea if you'd have any luck trying to change his mind about the two of you being together. All I know is what I've been told and what's happened over the last seven months. I wanted you to know that he does love you though, and that he only refused to give the two of you another chance was because he felt he doesn't deserve it because he doesn't think he can give you what you deserve. I don't... I don't know if you're going to try to get him back again or not now that you know his reasoning, but... if you do, give him some time first. Okay? He never expected to see you personally again and everything that happened between the two of you yesterday broke him down all over again. I just wanted you to know the truth." Namjoon says softly with a sigh before standing.

I look up at him at his actions, watching as he gives us a small smile and a bow before leaving the room once more. I just stare at the chair he'd been sat at though, trying to take in everything that's just happened in the last half hour.

I still can't believe that he's been diagnosed with cancer... Yoongi had been the picture of health just seven months ago. Although, I suppose seven months ago he would've been proposing if someone hadn't sabotaged that night for the both of us. We could've been happily together right now and working on wedding planning if that night hadn't been ruined. So many wonderful memories that could've been made between the two of us in the last seven months that... instead have been replaced by so many negative ones that have left the both of us alone.

"I agree with Namjoon, hyung. You should give him a few days before you go talk to him again. You probably need that time away from him as well. Think about what you just got told and how you want to handle it, how Yoongi might handle it."