Not So Fine | Yoonmin

Chapter 19

Yoongi POV

Staring sadly up at the younger boy still stood silently in the doorway, the sight of tears on his cheeks from before he'd even entered the room worries me. All I can manage to do at the moment is watch him though as he gently closes the door behind him before walking over and taking a seat on the couch in front of me.

"Yoongi... baby, you have to know it wasn't me. I would never, and I mean never, do something like this to you. I know you didn't release that video of me today, baby, and I would most certainly never release those kinds of photos of you. I know how personal those pictures of you are, baby, and I would never violate your privacy like that." Jimin murmurs softly, more tears falling down his soft cheeks as he places his hands on my own. Hearing him calling me baby only hurts that much more, makes me cry even harder, but I feel at least a tiny bit better knowing he believes that I'm not the one who released the video this time. I don't bother holding myself back as I continue crying my heart out, letting him cup my cheeks and somewhat support my head in general.

I'm soon pulled into him completely, engulfed in a tight hug that I don't bother trying to fight off. I just take the last little bit of comfort from him that I'll probably ever feel as I wrap my arms around his waist, crying every last tear that I possibly have inside me. I'm so scared and lost now at this point, feeling so fucking defeated. Not only have I been framed again, but I was sensitive enough just releasing the album today, not having needed the extra injury of having personal photos like this being released. I believe Jiminie that he didn't leak them, but it just makes me more afraid for what's to possibly come for either of us.

Though, as I feel him suddenly go stiff, I sniffle and frown, pulling away worriedly in hopes of figuring out what's wrong now. He looks down at me worriedly though, and it worries me with the look of concerned realization that's seemingly hit him.

"Yoongi, I think I know who's doing all of this." Jimin breathes out softly, worry still filling his eyes. I don't bother saying anything, just waiting for him to continue.

"Yoongi, I think it's Taemin who's been doing it all, from the very beginning." Jimin says nervously, making my trembling lips frown further.

"Why would it be him?" I question, not understanding his logic in the slightest. He sighs, running a hand through his already messy hair.

"I broke up with him the day after I came here, Yoongi. He tried to convince me not to leave him, but I refused to give in. He finally snapped and told me that I'd regret it. Yoongi, he's been practically glued to my side from the moment I stepped off stage eight months ago. I think he's the one that's been trying to ruin you. I-I don't know how the hell he'd get any of the pictures or videos or shit, but I think he's the one who's been doing it." Jiminie explains in a stressed voice. I just pout defeatedly, nodding my head before I begin crying all over again seconds later.

I was never the guy's biggest fan, but I never thought he would be capable of doing something like this. It just makes everything feel worse, knowing someone at the same company would try to ruin me like this, would take Jiminie from me in such a fucking way as this.

Jiminie just holds me though, letting my cry for a while before he finally moves the two of us to lay us down on my couch. As much as I know I shouldn't be letting any of this happen, I merely curl into him once he's gotten us laid down, still sobbing. I don't know how long it takes before I finally seem to run dry of tears, but I don't bother moving even when I do. I just take the warmth and comfort that Jiminie provides, knowing it won't last much longer.

"I'm so sorry, Jiminie. I wish it were possible for us to be together again." I mumble hoarsely, my eyes shut and head buried into his chest a bit. I hear him sigh at this, stationary hand on my back beginning to move and rub small circles into my back once more.

"Yoongi, you know we could. You're the one holding yourself back, us back, from being together again. I know you're scared because you're sick, but I'd still prefer spending every last second I can with you rather than giving everything I've had up with you for someone new that'll never know me as well as you do even if that meant that I'd never have had to go through any of this pain or worry about going through it all again. I only want you, Yoongi."