Hurt // Katsuki Bakugo x Reader

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Bakugo's P.O.V.

It's been a couple days since (Y/N) fell into unconsciousness. I haven't left her side, despite Mr. Aizawa telling me to go to the dorms for sleep. Every pro hero in the city is looking for her dad, but no new leads have been found.

I grabbed her hand and gripped it tight. I watched her chest rise and fall with every breath.

"I need you to wake up (Y/N)... please. Just come back to me."

Your P.O.V.

"Before we go to the next memory... why? Why are you showing me all of this? Why not just let me make the decision right away?"

"You must understand first. We show you these memories so you can see both sides."

"This is a life decision, it cannot be taken lightly."

"But I know I want to be a hero, not a villain! It's not a very light decision."

"You were raised into the good..."

"And I must show you what darkness is. Only knowing one side when you have to choose what is right is foolish."

"We must continue. If we don't you could be lost here forever."

"You mean I could get stuck here in my own mind and never wake up?"

"Yes. And we can sense a many souls surrounding you. One in particular that depending on your outcome, will change his life forever too."

"What do you mean?"

"This boy." Multiple memories of Katsuki flash around us like there were multiple televisions surrounding us. "He is everywhere in your memories, all in recent ones. You think about him often. Depending on which outcome happens to you, whether you don't awaken, choose good, or choose evil..."

"His future will change forever..."

"How?"

"We cannot say..."

"All we know is he loves you. He would do anything for you. We have been able to sense him the entire time you have been here..."

"He has not left your side once..."

"You must follow..." The two figures walk through the next portal and I stand looking at one memory paused on Katsuki's face. I breath out the breath I was holding and walk through the portal. We enter into the kitchen of my previous home, I was 5 and my Father and I were standing in the kitchen. I remember this day clearly.

I was holding a glass still on the counter and he was pouring orange juice into it for me. Once it was filled I held it up to my mouth to take a drink, but there wasn't anything there. My quirk had developed and I imploded the whole glass and its contents by accidents. My Father was so proud of me even if it was by accident. My quirk had finally developed.

I looked over to the corner where the fridge was knowing what was going to happen next. I heard a scared scream come from my younger self and she had thrown her hands up in front of her. A small white mouse scurried in front of the fridge, only to be gone a moment later. This was when we found out my quirk worked on both living and non-living things.

This scares me knowing that I could kill someone in just a moment, but I have worked so hard to use it skillfully. The two figures motion me towards the portal and I walk through, them following and we are back in the dark room again.

"Let me guess, this was my first act of evil? Killing that mouse?"

"Correct. That is when you found out you could kill anything, or anyone quickly."

"We have no more that we need to show you. You will have as long as you need to choose and when you are ready, we will be here."

"Wait, that was it?"

"Yes, but we are available to talk this through with you if you want."

"No, I'm good."

"We showed you enough to get a taste of evil, but remember. Whoever you choose the other will be lost."

"But what is lost... can be found right?"

"Yes, but the journey to find them will be difficult, unless you can find the man who used his quirk on you."

"How evil or good will I be?"

"When you choose evil, your mind darkens. You will become full of evil thoughts. Using people to your advantage, lying... whatever situation you are in, your first thought will be within the limits of bad."

"When you choose good, your heart purifies. Your heart will guide you throughout every situation with the goodness that lies within."

What do I choose? I have a chance of changing my future, but... shouldn't I continue down the path of good. My friends, my Father... all are on the side of good.

I could be with my Mother and brother though. If I go down the path of evil I could loose Katsuki and my Father.

My Father... he's... missing...

FUCK!

My heart is split. I've never cared about my mother and brother enough to want to be with them, so why now? Why do I feel the pull to be with them? My Father is still out there... he could be with them... and Katsuki... they said he hadn't left my side yet.

I grab the sides of my head and fall to my knees letting out a painful scream. My head feels like its splitting open. My hand feels warm and I feel pressure on it, like someone is squeezing it.

"What's going on!?"

"You are running out of time! You have to decide!"

"I don't know yet! I need more time!"

"You don't have anymore time! Choose now!"

"I... I... AHHHHHHHH!"

"Now!"

I squeezed my eyes tighter as my head continued to feel like it was splitting open.

"AHHH! FUCK!"

"(Y/N)! (Y/N)! OPEN YOUR EYES DAMMIT! AIZAWA! QUICK! SHITTY HAIR! GET IN HERE!"

I felt two people grab my legs and two grab my arms and held them down. Another came to my head and held my hands that were still holding the sides of my head.

"Babe, please. Open your eyes... please."

My body inhaled very quickly as if I had just been revived. My eyes fluttered open and were immediately greeted with the bright lights of the ceiling.

My vision started to clear and I could recognize the ash blonde tufts hovering above my face.

"(Y/N)?"

"K...ka... *cough* Katsuki?"