I Just Want to be Loved

Meeting New People

"Thanks Harry," I said. "I would invite you to stay, but you seem to be wanted over there." I gestured behind him where there were girls with his name on their shirt and were in tears.

"I seem to be," he said and walked over to them.

"Hello there," I said to the girls standing in front of me.

"Hi," they said together.

"So, you wanted to talk to me?" I asked.

"Um, yeah," one of them said.

"What's your names?" I asked.

"I'm Sil," one of them said. She was the skinniest and had long dark brown hair that was in her face.

"I'm Angie," the (not to be racist) black one said.

"I'm Tay," the one is the back said. She had long dirty blonde hair that was in a messy bun.

"And I'm Fe," the ginger said.

"Well, nice to meet you," I told them with a smile.

"Are you really friends with the boys?" Angie asked me.

"Yeah, when we were on stage we weren't putting on a show. That's how we really are together."

"Do you have a boyfriend?" Fe asked.

"Not currently, no," I told them.

"Have you ever?" Tay asked.

"Okay, I'm starting to feel like I'm being interrogated," I said.

"I'm sorry, it's just that you're like our romodel," Sil said to me and my smile faltered.

"Why?" I asked.

"Because you seem like a down to earth person," Fe said.

"You seem to be kind of like us, and you're confident," Tay added.

"Thanks, but I'm not the best romodle. I've done so many things that I've regretted, and only one good thing has happened in my life. But's it's all gone now." I could feel tears coming to my eyes.

"I'm sorry, we didn't mean to make you cry," Angie said and she walked over and hugged me.

I hugged her back and said, "It's not you guys's fault. All I know is that my past is going to be brought up, and then you'll hate me. Everyone will hate me." Tears were streaming down my face.

"We'll like you," Sil said and all of the girls nodded.

"No you won't," I told them.

"What could be in your past that could do this to you?" Sil asked. She had a concered look on her face.

"Everything," I said.

"Okay, what are you doing after this?" Angie asked and pulled away from the hug.

"Probably going back to the guy's house and watching a movie or something," I told them and wiped my cheeks off.

"Do you want to hang out with us?" Fe asked.

"Sure," I said and I could feel a smile slowly creeping towards my face.

"What do you want to do?" Sil asked.

"What time, and day, of the week is it?" I asked and they gave me a weird look.

"It's six twenty eight on a Friday," Tay said as she looked at her phone.

"Who say we go to the mall and try on clothes that we'd never buy because their either really freaky or to expensive?" I said.

"Me," all of the girls said.