I Just Want to be Loved

My (Zayn's) Turn With Britt

Zayn's POV

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The next day, when we went to the hospital, Louis ran ahead because it was his turn to talk to Harry, and it was my turn to talk to Britt. When Louis entered Harry's room, we heard him flipped out.

"Harry!" he screamed and all of us ran towards the door.

"Really? You just kissed me. Really Lou? Really?" I heard Harry ask when we walked into his room.

"Yes, really," Louis replied. "I got excited when I saw that you were awake, so I kissed you. I will not apologize for my actions."

"So Larry is real," I muttered.

"What did you say?" Harry asked in shock.

"Nothing," I said back quickly because I didn't want to get lectured about have stupid Larry was.

"No, you just said 'Larry is real,' where did I hear that before?" Harry asked.

"At every concert?" Niall suggested but Harry shook his head.

"The Internet?" Liam suggested.

"Nooo-. Oh my God! Britt said that! Where is she? Is she okay? I want to see her. I can't be-," Harry said but I cut him off.

"Haz, mate, she's in a coma." At that, his eyes widened.

"Oh my god. I can't believe that. It's all my fault," he said.

"No, it's not your fault," Louis told him. "It's mine."

"Why would it b-," Harry started, but Liam cut him off.

"No, it's none of your faults. Harry, do you remember what happened?" Haz scrunched up his face and thought.

After a moment or so, he said, "The last thing I remember was seeing a pair of head light."

"You were hit by a drunk driver in a truck," I informed him. "He hit Britt's side and the car flipped."

"Are you serious?" he asked and we all nodded. "Is she okay?" he asked again.

"Well, she's breathing on her own now, but she broke her left arm and leg along with a couple of ribs," Niall told him.

"You know," Liam started, "we should probably tell someone that you're out of your coma." Liam then walked out of the room.

"I was in a coma?" Harry asked in shock.

"Yeah," Louis told him.

"For about three days," Niall added.

"And you haven't moved at all," I informed him.

Then a nurse walked in and kicked us out so doctors could talk to Harry. She also said that no one would be able to see him for the rest of the day.

Niall, Liam, Louis and I walked into the hallways and I looked at them and said, "Britt's mine," then I walked into Brittany's room and closed the door.

I went and sat in the chair that was at the side of her bed and I took her hand in mine. I felt like I was going to cry when I looked at her. She was so hurt.

"I wonder vas happin' in your mind right now. Can you hear me? Can you feel me holding your hand? Are you dreaming? Are you in pain" I asked her.

"Well, since I doubt you're going to suddenly decide to talk to me, I just going to inform you about what's been going on."

"To start, Harry's awake. He literally just woke up. We posted that you and Harry got into a car accident on twitter a yesterday. People are really worried about you guys, and they wish you the best."

"Niall and Louis blame themselves for you getting hurt which I just think is stupid. Everything happened for a reason, and I know that you'll get better soon."

"I wish you would wake up. Everyone needs you to wake up. The house is really boring without you and Harry there. We all miss you there. We all need you there."

"Britt, I love you. You're my family. I miss you. I wish you were awake. You're my sister now, and I need you. I miss having a sister my age around the house. You're our new Liam. You take care of us, and you act like you're our sister."

"We love how you're okay with living with us, and you don't take advantage of us or our money. I love how you haven't let hanging out with us or all the publicity change you."

"I love how you listen when we need to talk, you help us, you clean up and you help us out when were hung over or sick or injured. You can even put up with Louis!"

"Louis is upset because the two people he annoys the most are gone, and Liam, Niall and I now know what you and Harry guys go through on a daily basis. But I just want to know... How have you not killed Lou yet? I mean, that boy has a talent for making you want to kill him."

To that, Brittany gave my hand a little squeeze which made me smile.

"Please wake up. Please, please, please. Wake up. Please."

"I hope you can hear me. I hope that you know how much the boys and I love you and need you." I could feel tears in my eyes, but I didn't want them to fall so I wiped my eyes.

"Wake up soon. Please."

"I miss talking with my sister. I miss seeing you happy. I miss-,"

Knock Knock Knock.

"Come in."

"Hi," Meghan and Aspen said as they walked through the door.

"Hi," I replied.

"Can we have some privacy?" Aspen asked me and I nodded.

"Bye," I muttered as I walked through the door.

"Are you okay?" Niall asked me when he saw me.

"Yeah," I told him, "I'm fine."

"Are you sure?" Liam asked and I nodded and wiped my eyes again.

"Well, since we can't see anyone, should we leave?" Louis asked.

"Probably," Liam said and they stood up and we walked out of the hospital.

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We went to Nando's to get food, then we went home.

When I waled through the door, I went straight to my room and shut the door.

I would have went into the theater with the boys, but then it feels empty because Haz and Brittany are gone.

I pulled out my computer and got onto twitter.

@Btommy I know that you don't have your phone right now, but I hope you get better soon! I miss you!!!

All over twitter, people were freaking out about Brittany and Harry being in a car crash. I was getting asked questions like 'Are they dead?' 'What happened to them?' 'Are they okay?' 'What hospital are they at?'

The boys and I had agreed that we would not answer any questions about Harry or Britt, so I just ignored them and posted a tweet not related to Harry or Britt.

Hey guys, think I might make it an early night tonight. Sleep well!

#NightZayn was then trending.

I put my phone down, stripped till I was in my boxers, and crawled under my covers.