The Time Traveller: Camelot

Chapter 28: Real World

CTT: Three situations

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Kamahalam POV

Krinnngggg...

Nagising ako sa alarm clock.. teka kailan pa ko nagkaroon ng alarm clock?.

Hey whitey did you own that alarm clock....shit.. bat ka ba ng nangungulit. Ang aga aga eh- tulak ko ng mukha nitong nakangiti.
Anong maaga eh 8 kana ngang nagising..bilis simba tayo. - hila nya sakin.
Matutulog pa ako.. kaya shoo ka- tulak ko dito. But he keep pulling me kaya sa inis koy nasipa ko sya sabay bangon at nagtuloy sa bathroom.

Tatayo din pala mangsisipa pa- I heard him murmured pero hinayaan ko nalang.

After I bathed napataas ako ng kilay dahil nasa bed na and dalawang pares ng damit na shirt and dress

Wear this, you can choose which one- utos nya sakin.
No I will wear jeans- tugon ko at binuksan ang kabinet but.. wala akong nakita kahit isang pants.
Basa lahat kaya you have no choice- sinamaan koto ng tingin.

How dare you- pinagbabato ko sya ng kung anong mahawakan ko. The fuck sinadya nyang basahin lahat ng pantalon ko.

Hey stop it.. aray..- tumigil na ako at napahilot ng noo.

Ano kaba sa ibang mundo nagsusuot ka ng dress at memake up pa pero hindi dito.- I just pick the clothes at pinalayas sya. Tch..begun to compare huh.

The dress looking good on me, that guy is surely fashionista unlike me na walang paki kung ano isusuot..

Gayun paman hindi ako komportable sa,suot ko kaya panay hila ko ang laylayan ng dress.

Ano kaba masisira yan eh sa kahibila mo.

Do you know that im really pissed right now.. gusto kitang bugbugin.. becoz of you im feeling uncomfortable.- gigil kong wika sa kanya..

I know, I know... sorry master I just wanna see you not only cool but sexy. - malapad parin nitong saad. Sinamaan koto ng tingin..
Nevermind, but dont smile like that im getting a chill- inunahan koto papasok sa simbahan.

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After the mass we went to a restaurant to eat, sa totoo lang di ako sanay sa ganitong routines. School, boarding at bahay lang kasi ako. Madalang akong pumunta sa simbahan at lumabas lalo nat kasama  is a guy.

Were like a couple that dating- he spoke at roam his eyes on the other people na pinagtitinginan kami or should I say sya.
I just roll my eyes on him.
Cmon whitey, dont speak or say something like that baka isipin kong may gusto ka sakin- nilapit ko ang ulo ko sa kanya.
Ofcourse not, kaw ah.. bawas nawasan mo pagiging assuming mo. They are right, you must stop bragging nasasanay kana kasi. - he wink at me. Was he pertaining to arthur and others.
Yah.. im not assuming okay? Pinapaalala kolang sayo na...- he cut off..
I understand dont need to repeat it.. I wont ever like you okay? So rest assure- I stare at him for 3 mins. To check his seriousness.
I wont.. - I sip my shake at nagsimula ng magfocus sa pagkain.

All day long, nag lakad lang kami.. shopping, at nag aya syang pumunta sa mya malapit na tourist spot sa lugar namin. Cave, beaches at falls. Syempre hindi kami nagtatagal sa mga pinupuntahan namin para makapunta sa iba. The night come but we just visit few.

On our way to my apartment.

You seem not be happy, arent you like adventuring?- tumingin to saglit sa side mirror ng motor.
Uhumm.. sure that was really fun but its be more happier if the whole family are together. I want my family especially my parents to experiences like this. And be happy together. - wika ko at tumingala sa gray sky.
I knew it, pero wag kang mag alala you can go altogether next time or maybe next week? - I heard him talk.
I really amaze how you prioritize your parents and family even though your seem to be blacksheep in the family and not really favor.- he continued. I smiled bitterly.
They are my family after all and even im the less favor nor the blacksheep they still treat me good, raise me and provided my needs. And my sacrifices doesnt really count and ignore im just thinking it just my responsible and reason why im still struggling to live.- mahabang litanya ko. Despite sa good relationship namin ng family ko I really cant depend them when im strugling emotionally and mentally, I also seek attentions and try to returns favors they did for me even my body suffers I just dont mind it.
Dont look and think back anymore.. you need to lets go of those negativity.. I wont tell to remove it completely instead try to vanished those little by little.. I dont intend to change your perception and beliefs but sometimes you need to consider other things. Dont be stuck to one point and move on that how we live. - hindi ako nakaimik sa kanyang tinuran. Tama sya and I already know those. I tried many time to improve myself but whenever im alone and depress memory just be reminded. Like the wind you come and vanish, return and gone. The continues cycle of life is not easy to change.