BULLY MY HEART

Chapter 9 - Falling Deeply

A/N - This chapter is from Blue's P.O.V because I feel like I have done loads of Alyssa and none of Blue and Kennedy so the next few chapters will be about them and their relationships!

I put my head in my hands after receiving a text from Leo saying that Alice was home. And pissed.
'She doesn't even like alcohol!' I thought aloud.
'What was that?' Tobey asked from where he was reading the script for a new movie.
'Just thinking aloud.' I mumbled before yawning.
'You should go to bed. You're tired.' Tobey said, not even looking up.
'Why do you care if I'm tired or not?' I asked,automatically pissed off with my *gag* fiance.
'I care because, A) you have college tomorrow and B) when you're tired you get grouchy and when you're grouchy you take it out on the nearest person which just so happens to be me.' He said, finally looking at me. I mumbled curses under my breath at him as I walked upstairs and got ready for bed. I sat in front of my mirror and looked at myself. I had felt so upset at what he had said. I know the content wasn't harsh, but the way he said it... What was I saying? I couldn't really be feeling this way! Could I? I shook my the thought away and walked over to the bed. As soon as my head hit the pillow, I was asleep.

'Hey B.' My college friend Gemma said as I walked into our form room.
'Hey Gemm.' I sighed, putting my head on the desk.
'You okay?' Gemma asked, putting her hand on my shoulder.
'No. Alice gave me and Leo a heart attack last night by not turning up home until half eleven. And then it turned out she was pissed. And, Tobey's confusing me!' I ranted.
'How is he confusing you?' Gemma asked, now on her phone.
'When ever I look at him, I end up fantasising about what he what life would be like if we had chosen to be engaged, if we loved each other. And then a voice in my head says "he will never love you!" And I get all depressed.' I said. Gemma looked at me as if to say "you are the biggest fucking blind idiot I know!"
'What?' I asked, still oblivious to what she was hinting.
'Blue and Tobey sitting in a tree. K.I.S.S.I.N.G. First comes love, then comes marriage. Then comes a baby in a baby carriage. That's not all. That's not all. Now the baby's playing basketball.' I looked at her, shocked.
'I do not love, let alone like, Tobey. How could I. He made mine, Ken and Alice's lives hell in school!' I said. Before Gemma could answer, Miss Lucasman walked in and started the lesson. But I wasn't concentrating. Did I love Tobey? All of my body yelled no. All of it except one part. My heart yelled yes.

I walked into the house and into the living room where Tobey was sat and stopped.
'You okay Blue?' Tobey asked, not looking up from the script he was reading. I sighed. Before I could stop myself, I walked towards Tobey and slammed my lips onto his. He dropped the script and his hands attached to my hips, pulling me down so that I was straddling him. We made out for a few minuets before I pulled back. But Tobey had other ideas. He leaned forward and pressed his lips to mine, standing up in the process. My legs tightened around his waist and I could feel him growing hard under me. This caused me to moan. He mouth left mine and went to my neck. I laced my fingers in his hair and his bit and sucked. There was going to be a hickey there tommorow. Tobey walked us up the stairs and the kissing turned into something more.