Paralyzed Heart

This one's for Jake.

Jake's POV

We sat in silence as I dropped Mia home. She had cancelled her plan to go shopping with Rachel and Rebecca because she was too busy calming down my ass.

I had to talk to someone about this because it was eating me from the inside but why Mia? I hadn't even told the boys yet? Why was she the first one to know and why the hell do I suddenly feel better after hugging her? I mean it's not that I like her or something! Well a little but...

Keep your shit together! Are you ready to lose someone close to you again!?

The little voice in my head yelled at me and I felt that what it was saying was true. I was too close with Jessica and her death was a huge blow for me, but I would never let that happen to myself. I will never love someone that much because that way even if I lose them, I won't give a shit!

We finally reached Mia's mansion and she looked at me before getting out of the car.

"You gotta stop blaming yourself," She suggested.

"Or I gotta stop loving people, so when they decide to leave and ruin me, I won't be giving a fuck." I added.

"Life's a game Jake, love happens to be the prize." She replied and got out of the car before I could say something. She made her way to the entrance and I drove back home. After having lunch with mom I went to my room and threw myself on the bed.

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Mia's POV

I slammed my bedroom door and took a relaxing shower. After blow drying my hair I dialled a three way call between me and the girls.

"Hey guys, sorry for ditching you but I honestly did not mean it!" I clarified.

"It's fine, how was Jake?" Rachel asked.

"He's depressed because of something, I asked him but he won't tell."

"Wow, the guy really knows how to hide his emotions, he seemed far from depressed at school!" Rebecca added.

"Hey, you guys don't have plans this Saturday night, do you?" I asked hopefully.

"No, we don't." The girls said in unison.

"What about the boys?"

"No," They again reply in unison.

"Great because I'm throwing a party."

"You are? For what?" Rebecca asked.

"This one's for Jake. Tell the boys and you guys can invite as many people as you want."

"Where are you gonna have it?" Rachel asked excited.

"Oh you'll see, babe." I answered and hung up.

I called my usual party planners and asked them to come up with something unusual. They sent me some samples of the arrangements and I told them which ones I wanted. I asked them if they could close the Rosewood Bridge and transform it into an alley invaded by teenagers. After some hesitation they agreed and I payed them for everything.

Rosewood Bridge is obviously a bridge but it's huge! And it has the most amazing view of the city under it! It's the place to be, especially at night. I pictured the party. People dancing, loud music and drinks. It was definitely going to be perfect, plus this would cheer up Jake and he would forget everything, at least for one night.

***Day of the party***

I wore my favorite emerald green dress and did a semi-gothic makeup. I curled my hair from the ends and placed them together on my left shoulder. After getting ready I drove over to Jake's place.

"Hey, Aunt Lessie!" I greeted her as she invited me in.

"Hey, Mia. What a pleasant surprise! You look gorgeous!" She looked at me lovingly and I felt sorry for her tragic loss.

"Thanks! Is Jake home?" I asked.

"Yes he is, do you kids have plans?" She asked innocently.

"We didn't but I decided to throw a party to cheer up Jake. I, uh, he told me everything...so yeah" I added and looked down.

"Oh." She replied in a low tone.

I was about to say something when Jake walked down the stairs.

"Mia?" He asked confused.

"Hey, get dressed we're going to a party."

"I really don't feel like it."

"I am capable of killing a person and that would happen to you, unless you decide a different course." I threatened him and he raised his hands in surrender. He went back upstairs to change as I sat on a couch with Aunt Lessie.

"Mia, can you do me a favor?" She suddenly asked.

"Sure, anything!"

"Promise me you won't hurt Jake. I mean I love you and I want you two together but I won't like it if you play with my son."

"I totally understand and I assure you I'm not like that."

She was about to say something but Jake came in and we left for the party.

He wore a blue shirt with his signature black jacket on top. His hair was all messy and he had his irresistible body spray on. We got to Rosewood Bridge which was practically vibrating with loud music. The lighting was amazing! People were dancing like crazy. We spotted the group and walked to them. The girls and I shared hugs.

"I'm always curious to find out what crazy thing you'll do next!" Mike said.

I laughed at this and Rachel said, "This is how our bitch likes it!"

We joined the people dancing and then got tired so went to get some snacks. After catching our breath, we danced through the night, laughed and talked about random things. The party finally ended and the people started going back after thanking me. The group left and then it was only Jake and I on the bridge. We sat at the edge of the bridge and watched the sun come up. It was beautiful! Just like the one we had seen at Rosewood Sights, but this one had more shades of purple. I looked straight ahead where there were lights of buildings and houses.

I noticed Jake staring at me but I didn't look at him. He took off his jacket and placed it around my shoulders to keep me warm. I didn't want to him to feel cold because of me so I moved closer to him and shared the jacket. I felt extremely drowsy and gently placed my head on his shoulder. I tried hard not to go to sleep but sleep took me over and I dozed off.

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Jake's POV

I noticed Mia sleeping on my shoulder and didn't wake her up. Instead, I gently slipped from under her and carriee her in my arms. She looked spectacular. I inspected her perfect features, her beautiful hair, the amazing body and that face!

God must've spent alot of time making you, Mia!

I gently placed her on the car seat and drove to her house. It was really late so decided against ringing the doorbell. Luckily, I found the keys to the front door in her purse and opened the door. I carried her from the car up to her room.

Thank god she had shown me the entire house when we first met otherwise I would've been roaming around the house with her in my arms trying to find her room.

I opened her bedroom door and walked in. I placed her in the bed and covered her with a blanket so she wouldn't feel cold.

I stared at her face a little longer before going and stroked her hair. I leaned closer to her face and planted a kiss on her cheek. A sort of warmth travelled through my body and boiled my blood as I felt the soft skin of her cheek.

I exited her house after that and walked home.

Hey guys, I know this was a boring chapter but the next one will be better... I promise so keep reading and do vote+comment!

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