Ch. 19: Broken/No One/The Only One's

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Toga
I find myself out on the roof of the UA building.

I look over and see Katsu.

"Um... About the kiss I-" I start.

Before I can respond Katsu interrupts me.

"I'm sorry. Toga I don't like you the way you do... I'm sorry." Katsu says.

I feel my heart break and I feel tears rolling down my face.

"Toga I-" Katsu says.

He tries to grab my arm but my quirks start to go crazy again.

I run back inside and I bump into my classmates.

"Toga!? Are you ok?" Sho-chan and Izu-kun asks.

I shake my head.

I feel someone grab my shoulder.

I turn around and see Katsu.

I feel myself using my ice quirk and freeze myself into place.

"Toga I... I'm sorry ok. Please forgive me!" Katsu yells.

I feel myself shaking.

I fall on my knees as I remember some I thought I got over.

Flashback
I walk in the door of the bar.

I go to Dabi's room and say.

"I need to tell you something..." I say.

He just nods.

I confess to Dabi that I like him but all he says is.

"I'm sorry Toga... But... I don't feel the same way. I don't like anyone here or at all. I'm not wanting to have a romantic relationship. Especially with someone I don't have the same feelings for... I'm sorry Toga." Dabi says.

I feel my heart break as tears roll down my face.

I run out of the room and go to my own.

I block the entrance and the windows.

I lay on my bed and cry myself to sleep.

After 6 months I get over it.

Dabi and I are fine now.

Flashback End

I feel my fire quirk turning blue.

I can't help but sit there and cry.

U thought I'd never love anyone else.

Until I met Katsu.

He rejected me.

"You're. Just. Like. Tuyo..." I say.

Sho-chan, Katsu, and Izu-kun are both shocked while everyone else is confused.

"The moment I confess... you both go and reject me... It took me years to end up liking another guy... The moment I say something about how I feel... You reject me... Like I mean nothing to you..." I say.

I feel the syringe and I see the black liquid.

I can't control my feelings.

A drawback for all of my quirks is that if I get to emotional my quirks go out of control.

The cure doesn't work.

It's always worked before.

Even when I was rejected by Tuyo back then.

The pro heroes enter the room.

Aizawa-Sensei tries to erase my quirks but can't even erase one.

"What's going on with her!?" All Might tells as soon as he sees me.

"We're not sure. Only Katsuki and Toga know." Momo says.

I feel myself shaking and laughing like a maniac.

"I'm an idiot. A fucking fool! How could someone like them like someone like me I'm a Phsyco... No one would love you Toga! No matter how hard you try! No one would ever love someone like you Toga... With a quirk like the ones you have... Especially the ones you received from Shoto and Momo Himiko... Who would ever want to date a person with quirks that are used to destroy things... To kill people... That have to do with blood? No one... It's pointless to try to fall in love for a third time Toga... I'm worthless... You were better off getting abused by them... No one's going to ever love you Toga... There's no point in falling in love if no one loves you..." I say to myself.

I hear myself laughing like a maniac.

I make an ice shard.

"It's ok Toga... If you just kill yourself... No one would miss you... That's why you were never rescued... They never cared... No one did... Your so called 'friends'... Only pity you Toga... No one would miss you... No one loves you... No one cares for you... They only pity you... The only ones who cared and loved you were The League... No one else was there for you... Everyone else doesn't understand..." I say to myself.

I start to cut my arm.

After a while I try to cut myself again but nothing happens.

I look up to see Katsu, Sho-chan, and Izu-kun stopping me.

I snap out of my thoughts and shove them all off me.

I run and go to the League.

Hey guys.I hope you enjoyed this lil chappy. Until next time. Plus Ultra!

Published: 10/9/19

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