Chapter 10: "Right"

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*Sanna's point of view*
I looked back at the bus leaving, Jun waving at me. I thought about how he got so close with Yumi. So fast. So quickly.

I walked over to my house. Jeon greeted me our butler. He asked if I ate and if I wanted to change my mind about riding the bus.

"I'll get use to it! Don't worry Jeon. I can't leave Jun behind.. you know—.."

Jeon stared at me quietly "alright madam"
He replied feeling pitied

"Is father home? Mother?" I asked feeling hopeful

My mother and father are rarely home. I'm beginning to forget what they look like. They always work at the company and my mom on the other hand always had business meetings and trips. It's non stop.

"No madam" Jeon replied

I guessed right.

I continued to wondered if my parents forgot they had a child.

I'll just contact Jun and Chan.

I headed upstairs in my room. My room was decorated by me, pink everything with a hint of white—very girly. The way I like it.

Ring Ring

"Oh Jun! You answered first! Oh hey Chan" I said endearingly fixing my bed

"why'd u call" Chan asked bitterly

"Well my parents are not home...as usual and I feel bored." I replied as I folded my blankets

"Call Yumi! You guys can do girl talk I'm busy—.." Jun suggested

"Well! why don't you talk to her—-now that you two seem so close!!" I said not knowing what I was truly saying

I ended the call. Ended it stupidly. Jun is so annoying, why can't he just help his friend—- he already knows what I'm going through. I don't need Yumi. Ugh!!!!

I slammed my laptop shut and threw it on the ground.

I was furious. Maybe it was a bad idea I let Yumi in. I don't know. My friends feel distant.

I'm overthinking. I am. She's my friend.

I am being too rude.

She IS my FRIEND!!

Right.

Yes.

Stop it thinking this way Sanna—

Your a brat—

I slapped myself. A couple of times. I injured myself, to make me feel better.

Now I'm good. My arm is good.

I have a friend.

She's my friend —

But am I her friend when she finds out.....

Right—

I'm stupid.....

Right.

I was born like this.

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