Love Is

Chapter 13: "Voice"

After our school ended we decided to hang out at the amusement park. It was Sanna's idea she talked about a sale in the amusement park for students. We just needed to bring our i.d for proof.

The amusement park was small. It wasn't big due landscaping since we're in the mountains. But the park was still outstanding. There were a few rides, a merry go around, teacup rides, and a roller coaster.

It was exciting.

Sanna grabbed Jun's hand and said

"I'm so excited—what should we ride first!" She exclaimed

We all wore a matching outfit. We all had headbands and a specific color to match.

Sanna wore a Minnie Mouse headband and had a red frilly skirt with a white shirt tucked in.

Jun wore a matching Mickey Mouse headband white jeans and a red plain shirt.

Chan wore his red Balenciaga shirt and cream jeans.

I wore a red simple dress with white polka dots.

I and Chan wore an animal headband. But it wasn't planned.

Sanna was so proud of us on remembering to wear red and white clothes. She was too cute.

After the rides— I felt sick down my stomach.

I touched my stomach trying to make it feel better. At the same time, I felt dizzy. It was because of the rides—-I thought.

"Are you feeling alright Yumi?" Jun asked

"Come with me—-let's go buy medicine," Jun said holding my hand.

We walked for a while—trying to look for a store that sells stomach pain relievers. My head was in so much— pain and my stomach... I just didn't feel good.

"Hey—remember how you told me you were an only child," Jun asked

"Yep!" I answered trying not to show I'm in more pain.

"Well—you see yesterday—the twins were begging me to buy them toys from the amusement park and they kept crying—-haha—-at that moment I just thought of you—- I wanted to give my siblings away—.." Jun said jokingly laughing out loud

His laugh was manly—-he was cute—but of course, I didn't like him in any romantic way. I was just glad we had things like this to talk about.

"Hahaha——omg—maybe I'm a bit glad that I'm an only child."

"You know since I was young—I didn't really have anyone to talk to—even my parents—.." I added slowly opening up to him

"Are you okay with your parents now?" He asked curiously

"Ah—um—. Oh we're here" I said moving on

"Oh let's go—buy your medicine!" Jun said hurriedly

We walked back to our meeting place while talking about Jun's life.

He was so comfortable talking to me—

I was enjoying all his funny stories about his younger siblings and I pitied him as well on his more depressing stories.

I couldn't really talk about mine——

I don't know yet...

I wanted to—-

But I just couldn't...for some reason

"What took you guys so long?!?!" Sanna exclaimed jumping at us

"Yumi! Can you go to the bathroom with me—I really need to go—-.." Sanna begged cutely

"Yep—just a moment let me just jug my meds"

"Let's go!" I continued as I swallowed the small pain relievers

We headed to the bathroom located at the corner of the amusement park. Jun and Chan also decided to go to the bathroom.

Sanna went inside the stall and I waited in the sinks.

I decided to re-apply my makeup. The hot sun bugged at us the whole day. I was sweating—-causing my makeup to wash off a little.

I looked haggard—-

I applied more foundation, blush and lip tint.

My face looked more alive and pretty.

It was more of me.

There is no way I'm showing them my ugly Crusty face...

"Sanna came out of the stall and proceeded to wash her hands.

"Hey—Yumi—do u mind if I ask something?"

"What is it?"

"Do you like—-..."

When she continued to finish her sentence—

My body began to tremble

Too much—-

I couldn't control my body—-

Suddenly—-

Everything turned black.

I lost Sanna

And her voice

I was scared——

Come back voi—-ce.......