Where Were You?

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I entered the restroom and breathe heavily as i locked it and look at myself at the mirror and a pain strikes my head again making me kneel down as i take a grip of my hair shutting my eyes tightly because of the pain.

"Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!" I said repeatedly till the pain lessens and im on the restroom floor holdin my head

"I hate this" I said to myself as i sit down and let my back rest on the tiled wall of the restroom "why cant you remember anything! " i said and hit my head with my hand repeatedly and before i even knew it my face is already wet from crying. I hate myself for not being able to remember anything. I even hate that i get into an accident when i could've made it to Jennie's birthday that day and she doesnt have to meet Song when she needs someone on the lowest point of her life.

I stood up from the floor some minutes later. I've been sitting down there for like 20 minutes or so.. my head hurts really badly earlier but my mind still can't remember a single thing and I hate that. I look at myself in the mirror and fixed my messy hair a bit so Jennie won't get worried. I breathe out before going out of the restroom and i saw the door of the room open and some people are walking out. I run inside and saw few people cleaning up

"Excuse me where's Dr Kim?" I ask making some of the people look towards me

"They just left the building since the photographer told them the shots are good enough already" the guy from earlier said

"Didnt Dr Kim look for me?" I asks

"I dont think so.. she was busy talking with Dr Kang when they left" fuck it.. I run out as fast as I can trying my best to go and see them outside. I even pulled out my phone to try and contact Jennie but her phone's off so I just keep on running and didnt even bother stopping even though my head's throbbing from the pain and so does my leg but when i made it outside there's mostly no cars around already.

I seriously just wanted to cry here but it doesnt seem like Jennie will go back if I cry. She probably thought i went home already or she basically just didnt know I was here. I sit down at the stairs right infrontof the entrance of the building as i burried my face on my hands trying to stop the pain from my head. I stayed there for a couple of minutes and i felt a presence who sit down next to me... did Jennie went back for me?

I look to my side and saw a different person "are you alright?"

Chaeyoung just looks at me while sitting there "yeah.. I'm alright" I lied as I dont want to be a burden or to even ruin her night

"Are you sure?" She asks once again so i just nod and a pain hits my head again but I didnt let her see it. She nodded and stood up and since she's just standing there i stood up as well but it seems like my head's pretty bad today that i felt another pain that makes me flinch but Chaeyoung put her arms around me to keep me from falling down

"I knew you're not well" she said and grab my arm to put it around her shoulder so she can help me walk. We just keep on walking and I didnt even bother asking her where we'll go cause the pain in my head just makes me want to shut the hell up. She kept helping me and we finally made it outside a convenient store. She let me sit on the bench outside

"I'll just go buy something stay here" she said and run inside. I stayed here as i leaned back my head so i can rest it. It fucking hurts

Minutes later Chaeyoung went out with a big plastic bag and she put it beside me.

"So it's either you're stressed or you have a sick." She said and she suddenly put her hand on my forehead and flipped her hand to feel it once again. "Youre not sick.. so are you stressed?" She asks.. i dont know if should tell her so i just shake my head "i don't believe you" she pull out a biscuit from the bag and a chocolate milk "I saw you drinking this one at the hospital sometimes so maybe you like this" she said handing it over to me.

"I thought you said I was stressed... why are you giving me food?"

"Cause food is happiness.... well for me atleast" she said getting some food from the bag as well

"Dont you think that's a lot of food you have there?"

"But... I don't know which one you'll like and i seem to like all of them so I just grab one each" she said pouting making me chuckle suddenly and it made her smile. She also grab a cool pad that people usually put on sick kids "I only know is that put ice pack or something but since we dont have an icepack just put this since it'll help it cool also and also I cant help you massage your temple or your head cause you have a girlfriend and I dont want a burned house when i go home" she said making me chuckle once again. She helped me put the pad on my forehead while we eat. She just keeps on eating for a long while when a car stopped infront of us

"Lisa" Seulgi went out of her car with Jisoo on the passenger seat

"Oh your friends are here" Chaeyoung said seems the people infront of us knows me so she kinda picked it up already

"What happened?" Jisoo asked clearly worried

"My head just keeps on getting so much pain" I explained shortly

"Ms. Park thank you for taking care of Lisa please let us drive you back home as our thank you" Jisoo said politely. Chaeyoung seems confused on how they knew her but she just brushed it off and nodded to accept it since it's already late

We dropped off Chaeyoung first before Seulgi drives us back home. I also told Jisoo that her car is still there but she told me she ask someone to pick it up for her already so i dont need to worry

"Jennie went to the apartment for ella without you so i asked her and she told me she forgot that you were in the set and she keeps saying sorry. I told her to just stay at home with Ella and we'll go get you good thing Ms Park was there." Jisoo said clearly dissapointed with what Jennie did