"Do you remember everything now?" Jennie asks when I pulled out from the hug
"Barely " I said making her sigh since she thought I gained all of my memory back "I've been having a couple of memories each day but I can't put them all together just yet... are you disappointed?" I asked seeing how sad her face is
"No no" shaking her head while holding my arm "I'm glad that your memories are going back... I'm just really worried that your head's aching too much" she replied making me nod
"It does hurt sometimes but that's part of it... atleast I'm starting to catch up" she nodded in agreement as she roam her eyes around again
"You reserved this?"
"Kinda.. they're already closed and I just talked to the manager if I can get the place for this night if ever you'll be up to celebrate your birthday with me" I sit right in the middle since the floor's all clean anyway
"I'm glad I'll celebrate it with you... even though it's already 17 " she chuckled walking towards me so she can sit by my side as well "so what memories do you have already?"
"The first one i remembered?" I asked... i dont know whether to say it or not cause she'll just worry about it ".. the first one is when we're at the cafeteria of the hospital back in NZ" I said smiling as i turn my head to look at her... god she's beautiful, she smile at the memory and kept her gaze above while the stars are the only thing that's illuminating her gorgeous face
"When you were still studying at New Zealand.. i was a resident on our hospital that time and you're studying and you'll always drop by the hospital to remind me to eat or we'll est together. You're always telling me that your classmates envy you a lot cause you have a doctor girlfriend " Jennie says chuckling making me smile more "I pick you up sometimes if I'm done with my job and a lot of your friends always calls me 'doctor Lisa's girlfriend' cause they dont know my name"
"I haven't told them? " i asks since we're dating for like a couple of years while I'm studying
"You don't really want to tell them that time... cause you were always jealous whenever some of them will throw a compliment at me so you told them that you will be the only one who knows my name and everything about me" she turn her head to look at me while still smiling
"Well I kinda understand the old Lisa.... I'll also be selfish if you're my girlfriend" I said just straightly looking at her brown eyes
"I was all yours anyway" she said in all seriousness. We stare at each other for who knows how long... no one's talking, no one's breaking the eye contact and the whole room's just quiet
"Jennie I love you " Jennie's eyes widened and so did mine... fuck, it just slipped out of my tongue
"You what?" She asks in a state of shock
Maybe my heart just speaks up for me... even though i dont really know myself, maybe the heart just wants what it wants. I nodded like a fool like I do understand myself now "... i do love you" I said once again
"Lisa... you dont have to say it if you really dont" she said knowing that i havent gained all of my memory back yet I might be confused and all
"I said it because I feel like it. I didnt say it just for you to be happy. I said it cause it's hard not to fall for you all over again" I cleared out and there she goes just staring at me again like she cant believe what I just said. I stayed there looking if she'll do anything or atleast say anything and before I even knew it she throw herself towards me hugging me so tight like she never want to let me go again. I heard her sniffing and sobbing making me look at her but it's hard to see her face cause it's burried on my shoulder
"Why are you crying?" I asks like i did something wrong... did i came off too strong?
"I was waiting for the day you will say that again Lisayah" she said in between sobs making me smile like a fool so i started rubbing her back so she can stop crying
"I never felt so happy and alive for years Jennie. I feel like I'm gaining the memories and the part of me that i lost" I literally feel like I'm missing something while living for a couple of years without Jennie. I feel like I left someone behind when I had the accident back then but who knew I'll meet her again and she became my collegue and everything.
After a couple of minutes Jennie pulled away from the hug and she immediately punched my shoulder making me groan "what was that for?!" I yelled out while rubbing my shoulder.. she's so tiny but she fucking hit my shoulder like a 6 foot tall person
"Ya Lalisa I didn't want to cry on my birthday!" She yelled back to me making me chuckle at how cute she is... I leaned over and pinched her cheeks softly while she pouted
"Stop doing that my heart's combusting!!"
"Am i asking?" She said being savage once again making me frown and this time she chuckle showing off her gummy smile... cute "I'm kidding jagiyaaaa" she says making me blush at the use of the endearment once again as she wrap her arms around my waist and lean her face closer to mine while she's just looking at my eyes "Lisayah.... I missed you" she said with full of sincerity in her eyes "and i still love you" she said in almost a whisper
"Jennieyah... maybe I really do love you with or without the memory. There are millions of reasons to keep going back to you. There's millions of reasons to fall for you all over again. And even without the memories we had back then... let's look forward to the memories we will have in the future. "
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Fanfiction[COMPLETED] Jennie is a hardworking surgeon who has spent her life trying to prove herself to her family, especially to her former older sister who has always been their parents' pride and joy. Meanwhile, Lisa is a pediatrician who feels lost and u...
