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"Where are you going?" Seulgi asks me while I'm looking at myself at the mirror while fixing my bangs

"Out" I said shortly not tryna give so much information cause seriously Jisoo and Seulgi wouldn't even care if I'll just go out

"Where to?" She asks again making me turn around to look at her.. she's suspicious

"Why are you asking?" Im not being rude it's just that knowing Seul for the past few years she's not really that type of person

"Is it bad to ask sometimes?" She says while I walk towards my bed to pick up my bag

"No, well I'll go out with Chaeyoung"

"You've been going out a lot lately" I grab my shoes under my bed and look up at Seul and shes still at my doorway

"I'm enjoying Chaeyoung's company so that explains why"

"Okay.. take care anyway. Also your mom's at Jennie's she's taking care of Ella" she said... i paused a bit hearing Jennie's name but then didn't mind it that much as i finish up tying my shoes

"Is Ella good? Tell mom that I'll see Ella some other time" I stood up and turned off everything in my room before going out


"Ella is fine but she misses you" I walk out and shut my door while Seulgi follows me towards the main door

"Jisoo unnie I'll go now!" I shouted earning a short 'okay' since she's busy playing

"Aren't you gonna ask about Jennie?" Seulgi suddenly asks while I open the door making me turn towards her but she immediately laugh and throw a peace sign towards me before running inside. She's out of her mind

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"I think you'll like everything so I bought it all" I said making Chaeyoung laugh at what I said. She loves food a lot so i decided to drop by a convenience store if she haven't eaten anything yet since she came from the hospital.

"Well thank you.. let's go sit there " she said pointing at the bench. It's actually very windy today so it's basically cold good thing we're both wearing a jacket to keep us both warm

"Do you want some?" She asks while eating the 3rd kind of food i bought

"No I'm fine.. I ate back home" I said so she can just have it all to her self. She just keep on eating until she gets full so we just sat there next to each other without saying anything.. it's not an awkward silence we're just both comfortable like this just watching random people around walking. I felt a pair of eyes on me so i turn my head seeing Chaeyoung already looking at me. She just keep on staring at me and I don't even know if she's inviting for me to kiss her or what. Actually, Chaeyoung is a very beautiful girl.. inside and out. There's just something so girlfriend material on her and she just shows you a lot of things that you'll admire each day. I look down on her plump pink lips and keep my eyes there not knowing if I should take the first move or what. She leaned down towards me making me close my eyes but instead of her lips I felt her arms wrapping around my shoulder makin me open my eyes up again and wrap my arms around her waist as well. Damn i thought...

"You're hesitant aren't you?" She said making me furrow my brows. She pull away from the hug to look at me "You know what Lisayah.. for the days I've been hanging out with you I think I get to know you better. And I kinda haet to catch what you really feel" she said smiling at me. She turn her head to watch everything ahead of her again

"Do you remember when you were looking at me from our department?" She asks... I dont know what she was referring to "that time when you pretended that you were passing by but you actually do it over and over again just to look at our department?" She said making me remember that day when Jennie and Irene also passed by me finding out that I'm just looking at Chaeyoung "My colleague told me about it and I saw you when you're already talking to Jennie. How about our trip to a province? When we're already on our way home and you sit by my side." Oh that I remember completely "the same moment where Jennie keeps on kicking your seat but you're too clueless about it cause you're putting you attention towards me a lot" she chuckled "then the day I saw you at the staircase of the building where Jennie left you" this time she look at me "I immediately go towards you cause you look very helpless. What I'm trying to say is... Lisayah if we were meant to be together we should've been together already. If we were meant to be together then I should've been on Jennie's position now. If we were meant to be together... you wouldn't hesitate to kiss me earlier " she said smiling towards me like she knew it all too well "Lisayah, I wouldn't deny that I admire you but I also wouldn't deny how deep your feeling towards Jennie and vice versa compared to what we have right now. We've been hanging out for a few days even though we knew each other for quite a while now. But our admiration towards each other isn't as much as the love that Jennie has for you... same goes for you" she said that she's so sure of that


"How can you say that?"

"Lisayah, sometimes people outside a relationship can see more things than the couple that were too blinded by the love they have for each other. Jennie loves you Lisa and I won't ruin the one that can give you love than just an admiration." I keep silent as I let Chaeyoung speak "sometimes I even thought that we're soulmates... but this isn't the world for us Lisa. As soulmates, we are always destined.... but right now we're destined to be bestfriends rather than lovers"

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