My Playboy Secret Husband

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Lorraine's POV

Tahimik lang kaming kumakain habang nasa gilid namin si manang, i asked her to join us kanina kaso mom glared at me kaya umiling na lang si manang. That's how rude she is, i mean dont get me wrong, i know she's my mother but i hate the kind of attitude she has. Wala syang utang na loob to think na ang sama nya makitungo kay manang eh si manang na nga lang yung tumayong magulang ko habang wala sila ni dad, well, i may be like her kasi anak nya at sya ang dahilan kung bakit ako nandito sa mundong to but still i can dare to think about her like that.

The spoon stayed on my mouth when my father speak.

"So how the two of you were doing?" He asked. Hindi sya nakatingin sakin kundi sa pagkainnya kaya hindi ako sumagot. Malay ko ba kung sinong tinatanong nya, baka si adrian since he's not really fond talking to me.

Naramdaman ko ang pagkalabit ni adrian sa hita ko kaya tinignan ko sya ng nakataas ang kilay. Pero tinignan nya si daddy na hindi naman kami tinitignan, then tumingin ako kay mommy na masama ang tingin sakin kaya binaling ko ang tingin ko kay adrian and signaled him to answer my father's question.

"Okay lamg naman po kami, nagkakatampuhan lang po minsan pero naaayos naman po namin." okay? Really huh? He's really good in lying.

"What's funny lorraine?" Mom asked that made me realize what i did because of adrian's answer.

Nginitian ko si mommy ng sobrang plastic na nagpataas ng kilay nya "its nothing mom, may naalala lang akong pinag awayan namin. Grabe kasi sobrang babaw, but yeah, naayos din naman namin yun" she glared at me like as if i did something bad to her.

"That's good to hear" napairap ako sa naging sagot ni daddy. Ni hindi man lang nya ko tinignan or even adrian ng sabihin nya yun, well ano pa nga bang ineexpect ko sa kanila? I really hate to have their last name, hindi naman sila naging amgulang sakin. I shouldn't use that last name now.

"Are you just here all day?" Dad asked once again, and tulad kanina, hindi ko alam kung sinong kausap nya dahil wala naman syang tinitignan na kahit sino samin ni adrian.

"Yes" sagot ko at inubos na ang pagkain ko. I dont wanna stay here any longer, di na lang ako basta nagpepretend eh. Nagiging plastic na ko tulad ng nanay ko, well, may difference na yun? Parang wala?! Hahaha.

"youre smiling" tinignan ko si adrian na nagsalita sa gilid ko at tinaasan sya ng kilay. Nakangiti syang nakatingin sakin kaya inirapan ko sya.

"I think im done, so excuse me." I said and turn my back to them.

As soon as i did, a tear escape from my eyes.

Until now ramdam ko pa ding ako yung sinisisi nila sa pagkamatay ni ate, di ko naman  ginusto yun eh. Pero bakit kung tratuhin nila ko parang kasalanan ko? I cant say its an accident, its a crime happened to us years ago, at hindi ako yung criminal.

I was about to open the door of my room ng may humila sa kamay ko and tge next thing i knew is his hug. Hindi sya nagsasalita, yakap nya lang ako habang nakasubsob yung muka ko sa balikat nya. Gusto ko syang itulak palayo kaso nanghihina na ko, ayoko ng gamitin pa yung natitira kong lakas para magpakabitter ng sobra.

"Bumili pa naman ako ng ice cream kanina kala ko gusto mo" humiwalay ako sa kanya at tinitigan sya sa mata. Pinunasan nya yung  basa sa pisngi ko and pero hinayaan ko lang sya.

"Do you know sonething about my past?" He was taken aback dahil naging tanong ko. I notice that he's tense already, tinaasan ko sya ng kilay. I knew it, may alam na sya. Hindi ko lang alamkung gano na karami, i sense his knowledge kanina sa dining.

"Gano na karami yung alam mo?" I asked with my normal voice already

He sigh " just few" tiniganan nya ko sa mata and all i can say is

"Good for you, laugh if thats what you want. But dont ever give me that pity look." I said bago sya takikuran at pumasok sa kwarto ko.

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Guys sorry talaga ngayon lang, medyo maiksi to pero dadagdagan ko mamayang gabi. Thank you po sa mga naghihintay ng update at nagbabasa pa din kahit matagal akong magupdate.