I have this thing in my head, but that doesn't give you the excuse to call me crazy. Everyone and everything is different, it's just pure cowardice to insult them. if you have to stoop so low to insult someone else, you're practically insulting yourself.
So I have this thing, but it doesn't seem to ever fully go away. It never really goes, it just lingers. The thing in my head appears once I've been truly traumatised or hurt. However, it only seems to appear when I have been hurt or traumatised by a guy. Now hear me out, I'm not saying that men are bad and that I am against them or whatever because:
a) that's stupid
b) I have a boyfriend
c) Most of my friends are guys
But it's something that I can't help. I guess it is who I am.
I have no control over what happens in my head, I don't think people around me quite grasp it. They say "everything is fine you're just stressed", "Over time it'll be ok", "It's all in your imagination". Well, I'll tell you this, if it is in my imagination, how messed up can my imagination possibly be to believe that there's always something watching me. I know I'm different but this is something that I can't control or stop. You won't believe me but it's here while I write this now. Laughing and sniggering how I'm being stupid for letting people know about it, that they won't believe me. That's fine, they can believe or disbelieve if they want. I'm not doing this for them. It's purely for the satisfaction of my mental health and to expose this monster that I have.
Well now you know, I just hope it works...
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My Descriptive writing pieces
General FictionIf you haven't guessed, this book is full of my different descriptive writing works from April of 2018 to present. Each idea is prompted by either readers, my friends or how I feel about something. If you do enjoy my work and want to request a topic...
