dream in color, dress In black

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When I wake up I'm completely confused. Did I dream that? Did Oli kiss me while I was asleep? I look around to see I'm alone.

Why would he kiss me. He's straight? He is! He just was messing with me. Matty just interrupted him before he said, 'psych'. Sykes saying psych is I funny though. He does do it though.

I get up and stretch. I wonder where he is? I rub my face and take off my shirt. I need to change. My pants are killing me. I take off my pants and step out of the. My back is to the door.

I push my red underwear down and grab my purple ones and slide them up my thighs. I put on Oliver's long sleeve shirt and grab my thigh highs. One slips out of my hand and falls to the ground.

I bend over to retrieve it and hands grip my hips.  I squeal in surprise and straight up. Oli- well I hope Oli, kisses the back of my neck. Shivers go up my spine.

Wait, no. This is messed up. He cant just mess with me like this. He's straight, he has no feelings for me. He's just doing this to get a reaction from me.

Asshole.

I knew it was to good to be true. Am I hurt or me? I turn around and shove him away.

"You're fucking with my emotions, you dont like me. What do you think you can use me too? Why me? I'm a guy. You're straight!" I yell mad but tears are falling down my face.

Oli looks surprised.

"I'm fucking done with Everyone," I say trying to go pass him. He grabs my hand and pulls me to his chest.

He grabs my face and makes me make eye contact with him. I glare at him through teary eyes. He kisses my forehead. Confused I stop glaring.

"I'm not using you.. you are beautiful and have a amazing person. You're nice, sweet, caring, strong, adorable, smart, hot, and so many other good things. I'm not straight kellin," he says looking in my eyes.

He wipes my tears away. He's not straight? He closes the space in between us and kisses me. My stomach flips and butterfly flutters around in my chest. My heart feels like it's been dipped in warm chocolate.

I kiss back and its sweet, he means what he said..

He pulls away after a moment. "You like me?" I whisper unsure. He smiles and pretends to think about it.

"I've liked you for a while, I just knew you wouldn't like me back. I didn't want to ruin our friendship, I even got hanna to spread rumors that we have a friends with benefits relationship so you wouldn't suspect that I've been crushing on you since I met you.
It still has me choking, it's hard to explain. No words could ever find a way to make sense of this. I feel sick but I'm buzzing. Oh love, I'm in trouble. I'm sorry but you got me gushing all over the place. I think we're chosing, like our faiths woven," he says smilingly and holding my hips.

"How the hell did you pick me?" I whisper and he smiles goofily.

I blush and smile. Oliver Sykes, my bestfriend, my crush, just said he likes me. I connect our lips and he kisses back. My heart feels like its exploding.

I pull away and giggle. "I start dating vic because I was trying to distract myself from liking you," I announce.

"Can we watch a movie?" I ask before he responds.

"Make me hot chocolate, wait! Let's get high," I start rambling getting excited. Wait I'm not wearing pant! I blush and step back and look down at my naked legs.

"Okay we can do all if you dont put pants on. I like the view," he says and I blush more.

"Deal," I mumble feeling embarrassed. He smiles "I'll be back with hot chocolate, go ahead and start smoking," he says and leaves.

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When Oliver comes in I smile at him. I'm high, I can tell because I'm not embarrassed that I'm wearing panties in front of him that and my vision is laggy.

I get away from the bong and take my hot chocolate from him. I take a sip and moan in delight.

"Fuck me, this is mouth sex," I say looking in my cup.

Oli laughs and I look at him confused. "Oh my god I love it when your high. You say the silliest things," he says smiling.

I pout, "no I don't," I say defensively. He look at me with a 'are you serious' look.

"So saying 'fuck me, this is mouth sex' isnt silly? You were serious? Okay well if you insist," he says and puts his cup down and takes mine from me.

He also puts my cup down and then grabs my hips. "Woah, I don't really want you to fuck me," I say surprised. He chuckles and kisses my neck.

"I know, dont worry. I don't plan on getting in your pants," he says against my skin. He pushed me onto the bed and crawls on top of me. He grabs my leg and makes me bend then so we are back in that one position. The one that me wiggling around made him hard.

He's kisses my neck and collarbone. "I'm not even wearing pants," I comment. He moves form my neck to my lips and I kiss back. His tongue enters my mouth and he is a way better kisser than vic.

It feel different too, it feels magical. He doesn't take it any further than kissing. Kissing, cuddling, weed, hot chocolate, snacks and movie.. the perfect night.