I dreamt of my crush for the first time last night.
It feels real.
It feels warm inside. Knowing that the person you only see from afar is actually there standing in front you and staring directly in your eyes.
But...
In your dream he uttered the words you never expected to hear.
"I like your bestfriend more than you."
Something shattered inside you. Tears started to flow like a river. Mixed emotions of confusion and agony.
Why can't it be you? Why can't he see you the way you see him?
So you asked, "If I am my bestfriend . . . will you choose me too?"
He smiled. Your inside feels heavily as it is. His smile is slowly piercing the tiny bit of hope you have left in you.
You thought that it's over even though nothing even started yet between the two of you. And that makes it even more unbearable.
"If you were to become her I bet you two will be still different in my eyes. You are different in a good way. I just like her for being herself."
You felt numb. Tears started to fall but your body felt like it became as hard as a stone.
Even in your dreams you can't have the person you dream of having in your reality.
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Words by glamorousxpixie@2019
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Unspoken
PoetryCompilation of my thoughts/poems/emotions I can't express vocally. WARNING: I started writing this compilation when I'm still a teenager, young, a little new to everything, a little curious and still growing up. But as years have gone by, I keep on...
