JERSEY BOYS

boom: chapter 34

I go to school the next day not letting mattia pick me up. I go over to my locker and close it when I see mattia. He smiles I smile but I turn the other way trying to avoid convo with him. He runs up to me and goes, "Hey hey hey hey You good?" He says. "Oh I'm good." I say with a smile I guess. He pulls me into a hug and I pull away. "Mattia no. We can't- I can't. No I can't do this not today not right now. I just broke up with alejandro and I'm not over it yet. I'm sorry for making you think otherwise." I say a little shamefully. "Why'd you kiss me back then??" He asked confused. "Mattia I was not in a right mental place. You know it. Please can we let it go?" I say walking away before letting him say anything. I really did that. School goes by as a dred. Kairi invites all of us over at his house but I say I can't and he practically says no I have to go. Whatever I'll avoid them. I arrive at Kairis house and everyone's already their. I hug everyone except mattia and ale and js give them a smile. They all make tiktoks while I sit their in my sad thoughts. Weird ale is just sitting their. He looks really sad to. I get up from the couch and sit next to ale on the bed. "Hey." I say to him. "Oh hey." He said back. "Can we talk? I mean if you want to? But not here?" I say fast to avoid any embarrassment. "Oh yea for sure, I didn't drive so my house or?" "Yea your house is fine." I say. We get up and tell the boys we're leaving. Mattia gives the biggest hating smile and says, "what back to being fuck buddies? Or do you just kiss anyone?" He says. Oh fuck. Oh fuck. "Mattia..." I say. "No no tell them. I think ale should know." He says now standing. I stand their with my face red and said, "Mattia kissed me yesterday and I didn't pull away." I say. Ale face expression drops and he looks terribly sad. "You fucking bitch!!! You knew I still loved her and you did that!!" Ale says now throwing a punch hitting mattia. "NO PLEASE STOP." I say trying to pull at ale but he pushes me off. I finally get a grip on him and pull him out of the house. He gets in my car and we drive to his house in silence. "So um. Can we still talk?" I ask. "Forget it. You can go fucking Mack with mattia." He says getting out. I also get out and follow him. "Please?" I say. He gives in and we go to his room. "Ale... I didn't mean to kiss him i swear-" " Yea you just meant to accidentally lean into him and place your lips together and not pulling away. Great." He says throwing his hands up in defeat. "I swear. I went over to his house to um talk... about you. After we argued I felt really bad and idk I couldn't talk to varo because roshaun was their and I didn't wanna bother him. I know you don't like seeing me with mattia but he's my friend." I say. He doesn't say anything so that's my cue to leave. "Nvm it's dumb I'll go." I say getting up but he pulls me down into him and hugs me. I've missed this. I've missed him. The smell of mint lingers through me. "I've missed you mama, I'm sorry for loosing it at the party." He says. "It's okay just please talk to me before you go overboard?" I say. He nods and we cuddle their. "Does this mean we're back together?" He asks. I nod my head giving him a peck. We hang out and talk everything out even more. I understand kind of where he was coming from especially about mar because I'd be totally pissed if a girl kept getting at him so I guess we were both in the wrong. But mattia... idk what to do. If he likes me I'm gonna have to brozone him regardless. He's a homie. Ale is my boyfriend. And I can't keep up with mattias little games anymore. He needs to leave us to be.